Thursday Oct 20, 2005

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She had no idea that I was fallin' in love with her
Call me mister. Crucial inspiration
All she wanted was my lust and useful information
What am I putting myself thru this crap for?
Feels like I'm standing on top of a trap door
Lost at sea, tangled up in golden hair
Scavenger-hunter my life is like a folding chair
My daily routine is down to a system
buck 65

think i'm falling in love with my best friend. she's such a crazy nutter, that's what i love about her. she just drunkly sang me some shitty john farnham song, normally i'd hate that shit and she konws it (i'm a bit of music snob) but when she did sing it was so cute. fuck i'm so confused. i cant fuck up this friendship, not this one. i feel like i'm 16 again, fucking up friendships through the ackward inability to read the situation properly. i'm too old for this shit.
i thought i could just ignore these feelings but they just intensify with time.
such a beautiful smile, you can't believe.
fuckin hell. what i'm i going to do?
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shifter:
I couldn't say where to go on this one. Similar situation a few years back, except the girl was going out with another of my mates.

Yeah that ended badly for all involved.

But whatever you do, don't bottle it up. It'll kill you, and the what if feelings are the worst things down the track.
natatree:
From my experience, it always comes from the place you least expect it, or when you are not ready for it. I'm sure you will make the right choice n your actions.

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