cliona

I need to vent really bad!
I was having a great day, checking things out on here, I got my first friend (Yippee), had an awesome sushi dinner, and my mother managed to ruin it all. I went by her house to take her my leftover sushi and I showed her that I could pull my jeans down without undoing them because I've lost 10 pounds. Instead of being happy for me and saying something nice, she says "I'm glad you're losing weight because I'm getting tired of looking at your fat ass." WHAT THE HELL!!
Don't get me wrong, I love my mother dearly, BUT WHAT THE HELL!! I am so sick of this crap. It's always something with her. I don't have to look like a barbie doll to be beautiful! I know I've gained weight from the medication I was on, I don't need her to be so negative about it.
That is what I love about this site. These women are all beautiful, I haven't seen one that isn't. They aren't Hollywoods version of beauty, or tv's version, or magazines, but they are all very beautiful. I am so sick of society and family pressure to be a certain way. Beauty isn't all about bieng 6 foot tall, 100 pounds with perfect skin and teeth!!
Ok, I'm done being a whiney bitch. I feel better now.