clintron

Ugh. I hardly slept last night. My roommate finished off my beer. The last couple of weeks or so I have been drinking myself to sleep. It's the only way I can get to sleep. Sad.
I have to go to the doctor when I get some time off in a couple of weeks and try to get some Ambien or something. I think my messed up sleep is really starting to get to me.

I have the day off tomorrow. It's my only one this week, and probably next week too. Despite being really fucked up and tired I asked my boss if I could work tomorrow.
He said no.
I think I will sleep. Maybe clean my room, too.

I have to stop my small update now because my hands hurt too much. I have some cuts, tears, and burns on my hands, but the worst is my two fingernails that are partly ripped off.
It just sort of hurts.