clintron

ok. so I'm totally bad at updating, but oh well.
So I hung out with th usual crew last night (that being PommyJeff, Stina, Ryan, and Friday ) along with Scarlett, Vince, and Gia. It was probably as fun a time as can be had at Funspot. Certainly it was much better than sitting at my desk, eating stale rye Triscuits. But yeah, thanks for getting me out again, guys.

So after all that meet stuff, I sat up last night and watched Quadrophenia, which I haven't watched in a long time. Something about it made me angry. Angry at everything. Angry at whatever asshole shithead kids smashed up the front of my van, angry at having no life and nothing to do, angry at myself for being or at least feeling weak, angry at being angry all the time! I hate constantly being on edge, getting worked up over nothing. I feel like my head is going to pop.
Is this why people smoke dope?
I think and hope that moving will help me, as there really is nothing to do around here and I don't have many friends around.

Writing that felt surprisingly good.

blah blah blah... I have the day off from work and some more friends are coming up tonight so that is good. I don't know what to do, but it doesn't really matter.