climberike

been feeling like shit life has been mean lately the cliche country song lost my job and girl, but i still have my dog. It was nice being a biologist but if there is no funding then there is no job , so i am back to the basics and back to were i started digging a ditch. I got my degree so i would not have to dig ditches. Its been 4 years 6 months drug free glad i still have my teeth from the meth and my nose from the coke so thats good, the lsd and shrooms did not mess up the head either since i was able to finish school and kill it in the stats and genetics classes thank god. I do miss my marry jane though when i am ice fishing i think about how nice it would be to puff one. Its been a while since i have been in a good brawl though that would be exciting last one was at the 311 concert of all places during the unity tour, some body was picking on a smaller kid so i had to teach him and his friend a leason cause i have been on the other side when i was a kid not fun. I guess i got soft the last few years you know achieving goals and haveing a rewarding job and a good woman. Gotta get tuff again get back to what was motivating me get a little pissed with a chip on my sholder. I always had a chip on my shoulder having judges, teachers, and mom tell me what a piece of shit i was. I proved them all wrong those fucking haters.

I dont know if i was more foolish to think that i would be more than a drug addicted ditch digger or that education and hard work would pay off. I am still trying to figure it out. for now the its nothing but pennywise badge of pride playing through my head