k, here is some closure as to what has been eating at me
ever feel like your heart is half ful and half empty, but not in like a zen balance, like it tips either way and it jsut really messes you up. that is pretty much how i feel/felt. see i cant let go , but sometimes, can only to be dragged back into reality, and then kicked down a flight of stairs to only be pulled up by myself, to then fall agian under my own power..
i cant figure this out....now i knwo why peopel take different drugs, to help righ the ship...only problem is, i am against that psych med kind of crap, so i will just have to tough this out.
thanks for reading my dribble.
in other news , i got a Tivoli Radio off some guy from craigslist. this is so awsome. i always wanted one, but since it is factory direct only, never was compeled enough to order one. but hell yeah, my new favorite toy. it is so simple, yet so intricate and complex.. Tivoli Model 2 with extra speaker.....now someone should buy me the accessory sub woofer, or maybe even the new "MODEL SATELLITE" for Christmas....i knwo it wont happen, ill get teh usual crap
what is the usual crap you get for Christmas (not trying to exclude anyone)
do you have that one relative that buy people the same thing year in and year out
how about one who saves the wrapping paper?
ever feel like your heart is half ful and half empty, but not in like a zen balance, like it tips either way and it jsut really messes you up. that is pretty much how i feel/felt. see i cant let go , but sometimes, can only to be dragged back into reality, and then kicked down a flight of stairs to only be pulled up by myself, to then fall agian under my own power..
i cant figure this out....now i knwo why peopel take different drugs, to help righ the ship...only problem is, i am against that psych med kind of crap, so i will just have to tough this out.
thanks for reading my dribble.
in other news , i got a Tivoli Radio off some guy from craigslist. this is so awsome. i always wanted one, but since it is factory direct only, never was compeled enough to order one. but hell yeah, my new favorite toy. it is so simple, yet so intricate and complex.. Tivoli Model 2 with extra speaker.....now someone should buy me the accessory sub woofer, or maybe even the new "MODEL SATELLITE" for Christmas....i knwo it wont happen, ill get teh usual crap
what is the usual crap you get for Christmas (not trying to exclude anyone)
do you have that one relative that buy people the same thing year in and year out
how about one who saves the wrapping paper?
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I actually think you might be right. I think there may be something subliminal which preys on weak minds because half the time, people there are just shuffling around blindly, with this blank look on their faces.
Either it's that or it's that in our capitalist society, people have turned to shopping to try to fulfill their empty little existences. Ooh, there's eternal bliss on aisle 5, right next to the Herbal Essences shampoo!
For the record, I see these people almost everywhere. It's just the area where I live. I'm in one of the many red counties on the election map.
I did most of my shopping online this year too. Most of what I was getting at yucky Wal-Mart wasn't even x-mas stuff.
I think I'll go to the bookstore today to redeem my faith in the local populace.