Friday Mar 19, 2004

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im a little bummed now, i met this girl tonight that was feeling all sad, off alone by herself at a lounge i went to tonight, she said its been 13 days since she last cut herself. i think she was beaten when she was little, and told she was stupid and stuff all the time

thats all sad, and even though we just met, and talked for a few hours, i dont think she will ever be better

its really sad, she kept saying i wouldnt understand her pain, i dont know if she was just real drunk, but i think the effects of alcohol wore off and she was still the same, she didnt drink for about 2 hours.

then she had to leave, she wanted my phone number so i gave it to her , if she ever wanted to talk

but somehow , all that emotional baggage could be wrong for me, i dont know. from her looks she seemed like a normal girl, but really differenton the inside

so im just thinking of her, and why stuff like this happens



rin:
there is no reason. i have been that girl, and i can say there is no reason when anything that awful happens.
tigress:
that's pretty rough. There's so much pain in this world and you just never know who are the tortured ones until they actually speak. I used to cut back in junior high and high school. Thankfully i am passed that and am better emotionally and mentally but i'll never be 100% normal. been through too much shit. It can happen to anyone. There are no reasons. Well, maybe there are but i don't know them.

I think it's really awesome of you to have listened to her and been there for her. Sometimes it's a world of help just to be heard. It's hard but you did well. kiss pat yourself on the motherfucking back. kiss

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