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Dear friends,

I downloaded a lot of music today, old and new, original and covers. Having as much music as I do makes me very happy. It should make you happy as well.

The Mets, unfortunately, lost two games to the Pirates this weekend, but made up for it today by winning. I will still wear my NYM hat proudly, despite the criticizm for them not beating the Pirates. Oh well. ::shrug::

I am facing a lot of rough-and-tough decisions. I have no idea what to do. Those of you that know me should help me.

I also started looking back on my eating disorder. Not many people knew I had one, not even my best friends/family. It was a really tough part of my life that has left me with lifetime health problems. And while that is a terrible thing, I still crave those days where I felt skinner. I need to shake this.

I start school (again) next month. I'm excited to attend a different school, meet new people, learn new things, and explore my mind a little more without needing the assistance of drugs or alcohol for it.

I look forward to doing new things with my life as well. Exploring new places, new cultures and new ideas. I would like to start traveling as soon as possible before it's too late. Someone should hook me up with a trip.

I have an amazon.com wishlist that serves no purpose. I will be the only one viewing it, and probably the only one buying things off of it EVER. I wish I had money, because some of those books/tech equipment/etc are actually needed. I also have hardly any new clothes, and my old ones are falling apart.

This was long.

Love,
Erin