clicheguevara

I saw you today, for what might be the last time. I didn't even say goodbye. Our eyes met when you finally noticed me after I had been gazing at your beauty for a few minutes. You smiled and waved, I smiled back. It's been a while since I've done that... especially for a reason other than myself. You were working, so I couldn't really bother you... but I tried, oh I tried. You would just smile at me, or wink whenever you noticed me still looking at you. Even in a stupid Mcdonald's uniform you are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Your eyes were as perfect as always, and I couldn't help but wish that I got to stare deep into them every minute of my life. Your hair still had the blue in it that we put in there, and the black roots that you tried to cover up with the blond, were showing as amazingly as ever. I never understood why you didn't like your black hair with your blue eyes... especially since I think it's the sexiest thing ever.
I went to the concert last night, the band that I made you fall in love with. They played all your favourites, like Morningstar, The Lost Souls, No Poetic Device, and the song I always called ours... and it always will be so for forever and a day... Ever And A Day. The entire time the lead singer sung those words that I use to whisper into your ears, I closed my eyes and imagined that you were there beside me to take those eloquent words in. But like always, you were too busy working. You've had a job for almost a year now while going to school, and it kept us from dating. Now it's kept you from going to the show, and from hanging out with me during my last few days here... and I wish and wish and wish that you would just win the lottery so you could come away with me. I guess this will teach me a lesson... never fall in love with a girl who works and goes to school. You have too much going for yourself, and I don't want to ruin any of it. I sit here and I cry a tear because of you, I cry a tear alone to myself, I cry a tear for us... and I just think to myself, wishing I could ever say it... I love you... for #4. Ever And A Day