I've finally decided on a wedding song
Pearl Jam - Better Man
good times
Pearl Jam - Better Man
good times
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New Rise Against - Siren Song Of The Counter Culture preview here
Go check it out, but prepare to have extra underwear nearby for when you cream yourself over how good this is.
I love it. Seriously, maybe it's just because Tim (lead singer) can do wrong in my eyes (Rise Against, The Killing Tree, Baxter, all sexy).. or maybe Joe (Rise Against & 88...
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Go check it out, but prepare to have extra underwear nearby for when you cream yourself over how good this is.
I love it. Seriously, maybe it's just because Tim (lead singer) can do wrong in my eyes (Rise Against, The Killing Tree, Baxter, all sexy).. or maybe Joe (Rise Against & 88...
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switchcomb:
pretty good. Little punkish but pretty good
suicide100:
and this is one of the things i miss hanging out with this fucker ..... he can find new music and bands faster than a KaZa can!!!!! you go check out my tats yet fucker?!
[Edited on Aug 02, 2004 10:47AM]
[Edited on Aug 02, 2004 10:47AM]
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despairfactor:
Woah... did BJ actually leave a comment?
No, acutally, I don't think you should do another set. I was lieing. I do that sometimes! hehehe jj.
YES, DO IT!
No, acutally, I don't think you should do another set. I was lieing. I do that sometimes! hehehe jj.
YES, DO IT!
it_thing_hard_on:
GAH!
I thought your site name was a tribute to JTHM.
I thought your site name was a tribute to JTHM.
The Dirt On Phil (that's me): I didn't graduate high school! I failed Canadian Lit 12...... this is due to me not showing up for about 75% of the last two months of it's class, and not handing in 100% of the homework in that time period.
"I'm done school, and I'm working on my business"
They say "Oh you graduated?"
"No, I decided I...
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"I'm done school, and I'm working on my business"
They say "Oh you graduated?"
"No, I decided I...
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lydia:
Nah.
Not completeing school is a pretty common thing.
Not completeing school is a pretty common thing.
despairfactor:
I think you should look harder! 
jj!!!
Anywayes... what's up/new/exciting? wurd!
Have a gooder!
jj!!!
Anywayes... what's up/new/exciting? wurd!
Have a gooder!
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kasara:
Noooo... you have to go to SGB!! We didn't even get to see the chocolate sauce ending because they had to cut it short. So you have to go and tell me what it was like!
despairfactor:
Hahaha... sounds like a plan... I just don't know where I can find these part time friends... hrmmm... maybe I can make them up, and pretend that I have friends.
But really.... That actually means a lot to me that you see all that... somtimes I wonder if anyone can see past just my friends, and what they stand for. But I guess some people do.
I doubt I'll ever get my lip pierced anywayes... I already told you how anal my parents are... pffff...
You're not going to SGB? Whycome?! You should go! I was so sad that I wasn't able to go...
But really.... That actually means a lot to me that you see all that... somtimes I wonder if anyone can see past just my friends, and what they stand for. But I guess some people do.
I doubt I'll ever get my lip pierced anywayes... I already told you how anal my parents are... pffff...
You're not going to SGB? Whycome?! You should go! I was so sad that I wasn't able to go...
Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades.
Waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me.
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved.
While you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm making my plans for revenge.
Red eyes on orange horizons.
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge.
Taking your own life with boredom,
I'm taking my own life...
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Waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me.
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved.
While you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm making my plans for revenge.
Red eyes on orange horizons.
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge.
Taking your own life with boredom,
I'm taking my own life...
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sigma:
Are you the creative genius behind 'Happy Noodle Bopy'???
despairfactor:
lol! Well I suppose the entry could have something to with you, but then again, it also has to do with the countless other people who don't write back to comments. It's not directed to one person in particular if that's what you mean.
I was just getting really irked because it seems that I'm the only person who actually takes the time to sit down and write back to people on this site, or Email, or MSN... and it was just bugging me... so I figured I'd see what everyone else had to say about it.
But it is true, people suck.... booerns to them.
When are you coming to Regina - you have to answer that question... I'm making you... you can't just dodge it!
And you also have to answer the question I posed in the last comment I made in your journal... here... let me get it for you......
"what's going on with the ladies in your life? Hope everything works out for you soon."....
Laterz
I was just getting really irked because it seems that I'm the only person who actually takes the time to sit down and write back to people on this site, or Email, or MSN... and it was just bugging me... so I figured I'd see what everyone else had to say about it.
But it is true, people suck.... booerns to them.
When are you coming to Regina - you have to answer that question... I'm making you... you can't just dodge it!
And you also have to answer the question I posed in the last comment I made in your journal... here... let me get it for you......
"what's going on with the ladies in your life? Hope everything works out for you soon."....
Laterz
So, I was walking home from work today.... wearing the shirt in my profile picture, and a lot of people gave me dirty looks. I think some people, because walking by fast... don't see that he has a gun in his mouth, blood behind him, and it says "follow your leader"... they just see Hitler, and assume I'm a nazi. I don't like that. What...
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envy:
omg.. please please do another suicide boys set.. just went through a ton and it was just painful.. too much light, not enought light.. blah.. i'm thinking black and whites, edgar allen poe type theme.. walking by a grave yard, evening, raining.. black eyeliner that runs in the rain.. you try to take shelter.. i don't know.. but something like that.. thoughts?
kisses
kisses
despairfactor:
Naw... they didn't say O - M - G... although that would have been very exciting if they did... b/c then I could laugh at them. Although sometimes we'll say T-T-Y-L to each other.
I'll get right on the jumping and such... I'm sure she'll love it.. and then probably punch me in the face for talking to you.
Anywhoms... have a good day and such.. haven't seen you on MSN for a while... laterz
I'll get right on the jumping and such... I'm sure she'll love it.. and then probably punch me in the face for talking to you.
Anywhoms... have a good day and such.. haven't seen you on MSN for a while... laterz
What are the point of testimonials?
I don't know, but remembered I left one for BJ (suicide100). I'm thinking of doing one for Kasara and DespairFactor ... but I'm still trying to figure out what they are/what their purpose in life is.
I don't know, but remembered I left one for BJ (suicide100). I'm thinking of doing one for Kasara and DespairFactor ... but I'm still trying to figure out what they are/what their purpose in life is.
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kasara:
lol, I almost forgot you were sending me that.
switchcomb:
To make the person FEEL good.
I went for a job interview today at a place called Paliotti's (what's with me and stupidly named Italian restaurants?)... and after seriously 80 seconds of being interviewed, they offered me a full time job. I said no.
I said I would work part time, as that's all I want for the summer... so that I can live a fun life like I should be...
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I said I would work part time, as that's all I want for the summer... so that I can live a fun life like I should be...
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bishopufb:
yeah.. the tattoo's pretty bad ass... don't listen to random.. he's never gonna get a job....
despairfactor:
Thinking of changing it to
"Love is... my beloved destruction" ... but I'm still not sure... part of me finds it cheesy, the other part finds it really cool.... Regardless its definately going to say
"My beloved destruction".... so that's that.
How'd the job go?
"Love is... my beloved destruction" ... but I'm still not sure... part of me finds it cheesy, the other part finds it really cool.... Regardless its definately going to say
"My beloved destruction".... so that's that.
How'd the job go?
party, last night, be there...
check out the pictures of my drunken friends, if you're bored enough
check out the pictures of my drunken friends, if you're bored enough
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aurora:
you bastard, you exposed my secret... thats where I got my name from. Alkaline Trio is my weakness. I'm heading to warped tour to see them play.
aurora:
"i've got a big fat fucking bone to pick, with you my darling"..
i love <3 Radio.
i love <3 Radio.
"This list is what went right.
Your name is written twice."
-Jets To Brazil.
I'm in an emo mood tonight. I've been told from people at my ex-work that SHE wants me to phone her (actually, her exact words were "Do you think Phil would fuck me?", but whatever) since the hanging out thing didn't work for anyone, so we rescheduled for next week. So...
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Your name is written twice."
-Jets To Brazil.
I'm in an emo mood tonight. I've been told from people at my ex-work that SHE wants me to phone her (actually, her exact words were "Do you think Phil would fuck me?", but whatever) since the hanging out thing didn't work for anyone, so we rescheduled for next week. So...
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steveneurotic:
Haha. Let's just agree to disagree. For the record... I make a living off of my knowledge of pop-punk music. 
steveneurotic:
I'll give you that maybe Chesire Cat and Dude Ranch were more on the pop-punk side. But nothing theyve released since then... thus.... they are no longer a "pop-punk" band.
My tattoo is halfway done. I took too long getting the outline done perfectly for us to stay any longer to colour it in, so now it's just the outline.
He went over it twice with a small needle, and once with a larger one... and it took an hour and a half... which made me go through lots of pain. Her face tickled, wings...
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He went over it twice with a small needle, and once with a larger one... and it took an hour and a half... which made me go through lots of pain. Her face tickled, wings...
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lucyfur666:
nice tat!!! 
I have wings too
I have wings too
despairfactor:
Good... friends is good. And, actually, b/c of this/e-mails/everything that happened... I'M FINALLY MOVING ON!
Haha.. I think I should have a party for myself...
Anywayes... how did things go with the lady from work?
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Haha.. I think I should have a party for myself...
Anywayes... how did things go with the lady from work?
[Edited on Jun 01, 2004 7:17PM]
If I got a phone call with someone saying that to me, I would probably be verrrrrrrrrrrry confused. Mainly b/c I wouldn't know who was talking to me... and I get confused easily.
But yeah, if you do call, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE say "be there or be square".... I wanna hear you say it, b/c I just can't imagine you saying it for some reason! lol!
Anywayes, whenever you come back to Regina, Tyler Whitten and Chelsea Huber wanna see you.
I've got Chelsea's number for you if you want it.... kay?