Bruised, happy, bleeding, ecstatic, battered, smiling, sweaty, carefree, tired, satisfied, and almost dead... these are the things that can describe me right now as I lay here beside you. This was one of the longest nights of my life. It started around 7pm, and it went into the early hours of the morning... which is where we are now. This was almost like fighting, it...
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It's just like a modern day Romeo & Juliet, except that it's real. You and I, fighting against the world to be together forever. Forever, during life, and into death. And as you hold this knife so tightly in your hand that you can't feel it anymore, you look deeply into my eyes and I can see your soul asking me if this is what...
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kasara:
awww... it's okay Philbert. The SG special on HBO wasn't that great anyways, just a bunch of girls getting naked uncensored, playing spin the bottle and making out. No biggie!!
Fight Club inspired poem
Destroy everything you see.
Make it all go away.
Then start building again,
In the image of the world,
As you want it to be.
To be completely free,
You must give it all away.
When you have nothing,
You can finally see everything.
And be as you want to be.
Destroy everything you see.
Make it all go away.
Then start building again,
In the image of the world,
As you want it to be.
To be completely free,
You must give it all away.
When you have nothing,
You can finally see everything.
And be as you want to be.
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kasara:
So you're not scarred for life? Good to hear.
And why is Sylvan posting in YOUR journal? She's MY biatch!
And why is Sylvan posting in YOUR journal? She's MY biatch!
kasara:
To be honest, some loser ex-boyfriend of mine gave me that nickname *coughIvancough*.
He basically made up some story about this ancient angel named Kasara and this Russian playwrite. The story was so similar to the two of us, so I fell for it and him. Turned out he's a big bullshitter and made it all up just so I would date him.
Even though I really despise him right now for unmentionable reasons, I still liked the name so I kept it as my online handle.
He basically made up some story about this ancient angel named Kasara and this Russian playwrite. The story was so similar to the two of us, so I fell for it and him. Turned out he's a big bullshitter and made it all up just so I would date him.
Even though I really despise him right now for unmentionable reasons, I still liked the name so I kept it as my online handle.
"Go ahead, I'm already dead inside...." According to what you had previously told me, those should have been the last words I ever muttered on this earth. But as we both knew, they aren't going to be, and they weren't. I don't really understand what got you to be like this. I told you to do this weeks ago, and you never thought twice about...
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kasara:
OOooooOO... you have a Luis Royo poster! I love that man... I'm getting one of his pin-up girls tattooed on me somewhere.
And nice journal entry.. I always knew you could write, but that blew me away (no pun intended).
And nice journal entry.. I always knew you could write, but that blew me away (no pun intended).
beledi:
bravo. i could hear the click.
or perhaps that was the door closing...
anyhow, wonderful literary crafting...
are you a dead boy and elephant men-er too?
or perhaps that was the door closing...
anyhow, wonderful literary crafting...
are you a dead boy and elephant men-er too?
it saved twice. ....
Reading the books that stretch throughout the past
Searching through a timeline that is so vast
I'm looking for something hidden among the lies
Something that can slow down my eventual demise
But reading over the information is no use
Not in a single chapter is there any clues
As I lay here enthralled in my new obsession
I cannot find anything to end our...
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Searching through a timeline that is so vast
I'm looking for something hidden among the lies
Something that can slow down my eventual demise
But reading over the information is no use
Not in a single chapter is there any clues
As I lay here enthralled in my new obsession
I cannot find anything to end our...
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I uploaded photo's onto here.... why, cause it's FUN!
But not really .... I think it's mainly to show off my new poster. It's the best poster in the world.... .... according to me. Meaning it has to be true
But not really .... I think it's mainly to show off my new poster. It's the best poster in the world.... .... according to me. Meaning it has to be true
Hearing your voice feels like razors on my wrists.
Saying your name is an almost orgasmic feeling.
Touching your hand is like 1,000 lashes from the one you loved.
Seeing your face is better than watching the sun rise or set.
You are like finding out everything you've ever loved, or wanted, was everything you hated.
You are everything I've ever loved, or wanted, and...
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Saying your name is an almost orgasmic feeling.
Touching your hand is like 1,000 lashes from the one you loved.
Seeing your face is better than watching the sun rise or set.
You are like finding out everything you've ever loved, or wanted, was everything you hated.
You are everything I've ever loved, or wanted, and...
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xinsertclichex:
from autumn to ashes huh??? hardcore????? 
xinsertclichex:
s'ok my good buddy to the north.....FATA is not hardcore, but I dont mean that in an asshole way either.....Hmmmm lis...Contemporary, or all time?? I am of the opinion that many of the bands on the lists that I saw were the foundations of hardcore, but not hardcore themselves. (As in Minor Threat is amazingly great, but not hardcore....)
So my top 5 would be.
1. Ten Yard Fight/The Promise
2. Bane
3. BSF
4. Earth Crisis (for influence)
5. Converge
So my top 5 would be.
1. Ten Yard Fight/The Promise
2. Bane
3. BSF
4. Earth Crisis (for influence)
5. Converge
I saw you today, for what might be the last time. I didn't even say goodbye. Our eyes met when you finally noticed me after I had been gazing at your beauty for a few minutes. You smiled and waved, I smiled back. It's been a while since I've done that... especially for a reason other than myself. You were working, so I couldn't really...
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leavemehere:
props for supportin the hardcore in the metal thread
have you checked out underoath?
10 minute songs of metal goodness
so what if there christians
have you checked out underoath?
10 minute songs of metal goodness
so what if there christians
leavemehere:
i was lucky enough to see them play
amazing show
crazy pits... i didnt dare go in it
if thats true about the tattoo you want
your super emo
amazing show
crazy pits... i didnt dare go in it
if thats true about the tattoo you want
your super emo
I am the owner to all of the answers
To all the questions that are never asked
People just believe whatever they're told
And never even think to debate the past
They take everything they see or hear at face value
But don't judge the value of the fact they take it from
Oh, if you only knew the lies you're being fed
You wouldn't...
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To all the questions that are never asked
People just believe whatever they're told
And never even think to debate the past
They take everything they see or hear at face value
But don't judge the value of the fact they take it from
Oh, if you only knew the lies you're being fed
You wouldn't...
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toria:
Hey, good call on the cowards writing shit about the Death By Stereo show accident.
Your face looks so precious when it's on my pillow. Even when your eyes, so unprecedented, so extravagant, so rare, so incredible, so impeccable, so flawless, and so beautiful, are closed... their luster still shines through. I don't remember how we got to this point, you falling asleep in my arms in my bed, but I hope that I never forget that it did happen....
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lucychromosome:
brilliant words here and I can relate having just lost someone myself
You look me in the eyes, I quickly turn my face away. I can tell you're still looking at me though, and that's when I start to shake uneasily... as if I were holding a razor blade to my wrist. I've been waiting for this moment all my life, my love staring at me waiting for me to speak. You've only been staring for a...
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I'm gonna try to wear them for another set maybe. tee hee
Thanks!