clemburmingham

I am finding that I really desire to drink again. It's probably because I look back and tell myself life was better years ago, and years ago, I was drunk. I want to watch tv again. I want to play video games, and go to movies, read books, play the drums, record music, run live sound, try to be an optimist or as much of an optimist as a pessimist as myself can be.

But then I look at it and see that being a broke, boring, and reclusive introvert who does nothing but sleep and get on the internet has it's perks too.