Things are improving in my personal life for those who asked, thank you very much again for all your support. I'm still trying to save money but I doubt I'll raise enough funds to move anywhere unfortunately. So for now I'm trying to focus on my career plans and will fix those relationship issues later. Hopefully, I have SG, my books, my libraries, my pen to write, water and food, a roof upon my head, so I consider myself lucky.
I'm now saving money, and I've decided to start my studies again and try to get a psychology's degree. I wanted to do this for a long time now, so it's time to make it happen. I hope it will be possible because I have a full time job but I'm really motivated.
I'm also trying to focus on the spiritual side of my life because I need faith. I need to believe in something greater than me to guide me in my everyday life. I'm really curious, so I've decided to buy a book on Wicca. Witchcraft has always been fascinating to me, I remember trying white magic in the past and I really miss it... So I guess it will really be something inspiring for me. By the way, if you have any tips/book recommendations, I'm quite interested.
I will focus on me. And I think it's the only answer : when you count on others to *make* you feel happy, you settle for a life of pain. I guess we all have to be the creators of our own happiness, and then everything solves magically.
Thank you for all your support once again, because I will be able to pay for my psychology training, and it means a lot to me.
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