Today's post is about those things I'll never do again. I think it's a great idea to share it because it makes you accountable, and that's exactly what I needed to stick to my goals.
As some of you may already know based on my previous blog posts, I've been through a lot lately, but I'm on my way to become a new (and hopefully, a better) person. I'm working on it.
I've made a lot of mistakes in my life. I'm human after all, imperfection is part of who I am. But there are some things I vow I'll never do again, anymore, and I'll never change my mind :
1. Jumping in the arms of the first "cute" guy I'll meet, without even knowing him at all, and start a relationship based on nothing. What I mean is : now I'll choose a guy that deserves me. A guy ready to fight to seduce me. A nice one would be a plus. I will never settle for less that what I deserve : and that doesn't make me a picky bitch at all, it's called self-respect.
2. Binge-eating and purging. Yes, I know this one is quite shoking, but that's just what I've done for nearly ten years now. It's an addiction. But I'm done, now the cons outweigh the pros, and my mind, my health, my relationships, my finances are greatly suffering from this behaviour. From now on, I can say without a doubt that I'm never, ever, going to binge again.
3. Letting my thoughts control me. I'm learning to take a step back from my own thoughts. Because you know, I've been a great "toxing thinking" performer for ages, and that needs to change. I want to embrace positivity, to bring positive energy in my life. Sometimes, our thoughts seem so true that we get caught in them. But there is no evidence that a thought is "true" in life. When I think "I'm not enough", I know that's not true, for example. This William Shakespeare's quote is really inspiring for me these days:
"There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so."
That's all, for now at least. But I guess that's enough to work on.
Love, & all.
Clem
