clearlii

I had totally written this new journal full of anxiousness and spitting, and the writing in itself helped me to sort out my mind, so that I didn't have to write and spit all over you guys to do so. So yay.

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I'm finally coming to accept the fact that, no matter what I do or how safe I think I play it, I will always be judged/disliked/looked down upon by someone... so that, even though that thought is mildly enfuriating, it's sort of a carte blanche on my actions. Even the best parts of me will be ugly to someone.

But I will never tell how many times I edit my journals before I release them for viewing.

Yay liberation.