claytong

yea so it's officially sunday here... that's exciting i guess... means that i've got slightly over 24 hours before i start college. don't really have anything to mention, working, not making shit money, Az cards aren't doing so great so far they've lost both of their pre-season games which is a downer, school on monday... yea just nothing going on.

hope your lives are more exciting than mine eh.

*edit*

i feel like, that sad fat kid in the park... you know the one, got a bright red balloon tied around his wrist which keeps it elevated above the rest of his body, and he's sitting alone on a bench while everyone else runs around him and gets excited and happy, and he's sitting there starring at his shoes silent tears streaming down his face while he controls his body as it shudders while he weeps, and the only reason he's still at the park is because his own family left him at the damn park, that's kind of how i feel.

*edit number 2*

you ever sit on the edge of your bed arms crossed over your chest your chin nuzzled into the crook of where your arm shoulder and chest meet, and think to yourself he/she's gonna come up grab me from behind and ask me what's wrong any second, only to realize that you're the only one around? kinda makes your heart ache...