claudiandisorder

as the season nears for my birthday, the sad realization is that i will be alone once again for the event....my isolation in the is dust is quite annoying and tiresome, i listen to music nonstop and walk through the woods when i have time but nothing consoles me, i meditate to grails but nothing works, venus even ignores me, i guess that i shall just go on a binge like a hobo and maybe visit the redlight in A-town, too bad and so sad....