Oh yes, smiles sure change, they can change to a frown or they can change someone’s frown into its own smile ... the last month and a half have been extremely draining, physically, mentally, and emotionally for me ... whether it’s been work, outside influences, stress, or just personal harm, I started to just let myself go ... watching this happen just made me more upset ... searching for someone to blame, someone I could accuse for my down fall ... it took some rest, meditation, and real thought, to snap me out of that hell ... one co-worker even said I had lost my smile, I was feeding the wrong wolf inside me ... Well let’s be honest, you can just flip a switch and boom you’re all better again, but realizing what things I was doing to myself, help open windows to see what changes need to be made and the outcomes ... change in diet, back to working out, forcing myself to go out and express myself, have all got the train back on the tracks to a brighter future ... I’ve achieved one half of my fitness goals already, before summer ... I’ve also scheduled an appointment today for some more piercings ... maybe next month another tattoo will follow ... the idea is to ke3p moving forward
