clairevoyance

::sigh:: I am so fucking stressed out right now sometimes I don't think I can handle it all. I got dropped from the math class and I have to take the other stupid math class again but all those classes are full so I think I'll just say fuck it and take math next fall or whatever. I hate the college system, first they conned me into taking that stupid class and I failed it because I never went to class etc. etc. and now I have to take it again. What the FUCK? And the dumb thing is that that fucking class doesn't count for ANYTHING. Heather is all freaking out now because I got dropped and we were supposed to have that class together in the mornings and blah blah blah. And on top of that nonsense I need to get a job and my dad is semi-pissed off at me for a number of reasons. I've just been depressed for these past few days....however last nite was the SHIT I mean it was probably one of the most fun Meridee shows ever even the amp blew a fuse during Doc Roc's set and Brian aka the hot junglist had to run and get his amp to save the night. Heather and I danced all crazy like w/ Meridee and we just had a great time. I'm always completely sober when I go to Meridee shows but I get a natural high off of dancing and watching other people get wasted. And I got to see the infamous Meridee Robot, a dance that she does only when quite buzzed Ooooo also Jen aka Seraphim played a killer deep house remix of 1979 by the Smashing Pumpkins, I thought I was going to melt it was awesome. The night made me forget all my problems and then when I left the club they all came back. Things suck right now but I'm hoping they'll get better soon. Love you all!

I almost forgot...

Bushism of the Day: "I'm honored to shake the hand of a brave Iraqi citizen who had his hand cut off by Saddam Hussein."Washington, D.C., May 25, 2004

Killer CD of the Day: Urban Junglist -Aphrodite

Bassline of the Day: Pimpin' Ain't Easy - GFS & J. Smooth