Why I want to be a SuicideGirl:
I think that all of the girls on here are absolutely beautiful and I want that...To be thought of as beautiful. I take about 2 good pictures of myself per year and I want more. I want to feel beautiful, look beautiful, and prove to myself and everyone else that beauty is not just skinny blonde girls with tits and ass. It's so hard these days to be accepted for who you are...no matter who you are, and I know that no matter what, I will be here. I have the utmost respect for all of the beautiful girls on here and I've been dying to be one of them since I was 16. Plus, it's so hard to get a job when you've got your lip and nose pierced and I'm a starving student!
Wow it's waaaay longer than I thought it was. It was kind of hard to tell since the dang box was so tiny. I don't even know if that makes sense. But anyways, I finally got the balls to send in the application...not knowing what I'll do when I get any answer at all, positive or negative. I sent 4 pictures...is that too much? Not enough? It was hard finding ones where you can see my face clearly. I think I'm thinking about this too hard. I spent like an hour on the whole thing. Most of that time was spent picking and cropping pictures to meet the height/width max since all of my pictures are huge.
Honestly, I don't think I have a chance. I look like I'm 12.
I think that all of the girls on here are absolutely beautiful and I want that...To be thought of as beautiful. I take about 2 good pictures of myself per year and I want more. I want to feel beautiful, look beautiful, and prove to myself and everyone else that beauty is not just skinny blonde girls with tits and ass. It's so hard these days to be accepted for who you are...no matter who you are, and I know that no matter what, I will be here. I have the utmost respect for all of the beautiful girls on here and I've been dying to be one of them since I was 16. Plus, it's so hard to get a job when you've got your lip and nose pierced and I'm a starving student!
Wow it's waaaay longer than I thought it was. It was kind of hard to tell since the dang box was so tiny. I don't even know if that makes sense. But anyways, I finally got the balls to send in the application...not knowing what I'll do when I get any answer at all, positive or negative. I sent 4 pictures...is that too much? Not enough? It was hard finding ones where you can see my face clearly. I think I'm thinking about this too hard. I spent like an hour on the whole thing. Most of that time was spent picking and cropping pictures to meet the height/width max since all of my pictures are huge.
Honestly, I don't think I have a chance. I look like I'm 12.
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_karma:
You are overthinking the heck out of it dear. Just gofor it! 
_karma:
umm I think your app only has normal pics, you don't have to send in a set for the first part of the application process.