ck

ugh, i can't fucking fall asleep. i can sleep like a fucking cat all weekend long, but when the work week rolls around it's like pulling fucking teeth. my eyes are heavy and i'm drowsy, but no go.



errrrr
ugh
geeeah

okay, i'm going back to bed bleh

to do list:

-sleep
-sleep
-eat
-laundry
-sleep

At this very moment my life is calm and quiet

yet inside my mind there's turmoil and strife

subconciously i choose a no stress lifestyle

because I have a plate full of drama within to deal with already

anxiety, stress, and angst

my dr. says it is deep-rooted. buried deep down. a product of my childhood, my upbringing.

unfortunately, my subconcious safety net has caused...
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Word of the Day

inveterate [ in vttərət ]


adjective

Definitions:

1. habitual: fixed in a habit or practice, especially a bad one


2. firmly established: firmly established and of long standing

I've been drinking entirely too much lately.

I spent a shit load of money fixing my car today. I have to go back in 9 days and spend another shit load. Fuck you,...
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Recommend a good book for me to read. Please and Thank You.

This is what I have so far:

*Helter Skelter
*Wicked by Gregory Maguire.
*Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk.
*The Lost General by Elswyth Thane
*The Lost Generation by Tom Brokaw

Thank you very much to Persya and Monticello for their recommendations!

OMG! Bee Suicide's new set is fucking HAWT, on FIAH
I added...
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Recommend a good book for me to read. Please and Thank You.

2 down, 3 to go...

The first thing I notice upon viewing the site: Granny Suicide
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Running out of names? Lack of creativity? What's next, Kumquat Suicide?

Don't mind me, I'm just a fucking grump these days

I'm chuckling. It's amusing. Yes.

The search for New Job continues. More interviews scheduled. ::crosses fingers::

Things at my current job are kind of changing. I think a raise may be coming....
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