when your mind is a mess so is mine i can't sleep because it hurts when i think when my thoughts aren't at peace with the plans that we make and the chances we take they're not yours they're not mine...
listening to JJ - getting drunk - depressed about a woman
God I feel fucking sick to my stomach right now. I just wasted like 90 bucks today on bullshit. I'M THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE I'M THE BEACON FOR ALL ASSHOLES KING ASSHOLE I AM BOW TO ME
I suppose you'd like to know why
Well my right eye/eyelid has been bothering for a little over 2 weeks now(redness, irritation, dryness, gooky stuff yum yum) so I finally go to the doctor($20 co-pay) and he looks at it, puts some drops in it to numb it out and he starts to probe around with the qtip thingy and he says something is lodged in the inside of the eyelid. He can't get it out so he sends me upstairs to an opthamologist(another $20 co-pay) so the eye doc takes a look at it with his fancy dancy fucking eye doctor gadgetry and he says there's nothing lodged inside my eyelid BUT he finds that an EYELASH is stuck behind my fucking eyeball. He removes the eyelash, prescribes two me to different prescriptions and bam he's gone literally took like 3-4 minutes tops. shit this is lame. so finally, i go to the pharmacy get my scripts filled 2scrips * $25.00each = $50.00 fucking dollars. Now do you see why I feel so fucking retarded? I just wasted 90 bucks on a fucking EYELASH stuck behind my eye...UGH. Now I just want to get drunk. FUCK FUCK FUCK!
By the way, I rescheduled my job interview for Wednesday because I wasn't sure what kind of bs would be happening with my eye...so just to be safe, rescheduled...yeah.
Later!
listening to JJ - getting drunk - depressed about a woman
God I feel fucking sick to my stomach right now. I just wasted like 90 bucks today on bullshit. I'M THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE I'M THE BEACON FOR ALL ASSHOLES KING ASSHOLE I AM BOW TO ME
I suppose you'd like to know why

Well my right eye/eyelid has been bothering for a little over 2 weeks now(redness, irritation, dryness, gooky stuff yum yum) so I finally go to the doctor($20 co-pay) and he looks at it, puts some drops in it to numb it out and he starts to probe around with the qtip thingy and he says something is lodged in the inside of the eyelid. He can't get it out so he sends me upstairs to an opthamologist(another $20 co-pay) so the eye doc takes a look at it with his fancy dancy fucking eye doctor gadgetry and he says there's nothing lodged inside my eyelid BUT he finds that an EYELASH is stuck behind my fucking eyeball. He removes the eyelash, prescribes two me to different prescriptions and bam he's gone literally took like 3-4 minutes tops. shit this is lame. so finally, i go to the pharmacy get my scripts filled 2scrips * $25.00each = $50.00 fucking dollars. Now do you see why I feel so fucking retarded? I just wasted 90 bucks on a fucking EYELASH stuck behind my eye...UGH. Now I just want to get drunk. FUCK FUCK FUCK!
By the way, I rescheduled my job interview for Wednesday because I wasn't sure what kind of bs would be happening with my eye...so just to be safe, rescheduled...yeah.
Later!
i once scratched my eyeball trying to get an eyelash out and let me tell you, that shit hurt for DAYS.
did they give you anything fun for the pain or itching?