ck

I always have the strangest most fucking vivid dreams whenever I'm struggling to fall asleep and it happens suddenly, there's no gentle transition into this state. I'll be awake yet dead tired and the next thing I know I'm involved in this bizarre fucking dream where everything visibly solid such as a wall or a post holding a roof up is merely there for looks. I could lean against the wall or the post because my legs are as weary as I my mind was before dreaming, and the post will start to bend like a malleable spoon. I keep leaning and moving with the motion of the post swaying. My spine starts to move with the motion, like it's made of puddy. I start to look around, experience the environment while all of this is going on. Nothing is familiar except for the dream itself.

Eventually I woke up, tired as hell because the sleep was absolutely shitty. Work was mandatory, so I forced myself to go. Now I am back home ready to go back to sleep.

Such a lovely beginning to the week.