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nervously waiting.
my stomach is in knots.
i feel alive.
yes, that is blood flowing through my veins...

wow, i just layed it all out there. open to be run over by a bus. i confessed my love to a woman. i'm weary and shaky as i type this. fucking love. damnit. why couldn't i have just been born in a far away land and...
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dusana:
confessed your love...oh my, that is something to be nervouse about...did she respond in an admission of the same and acceptance of a kinship?
vixen:
It takes a stronger man to say it than not.

Congrats. smile
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when your mind is a mess so is mine i can't sleep because it hurts when i think when my thoughts aren't at peace with the plans that we make and the chances we take they're not yours they're not mine...

listening to JJ - getting drunk - depressed about a woman


God I feel fucking sick to my stomach right now. I just wasted...
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violently:
well, you shouldn't feel too bad about it, i mean obviously it was causing an infection and it wasn't something you would want to take care of yourself. you could have done more damage instead of getting it out.

i once scratched my eyeball trying to get an eyelash out and let me tell you, that shit hurt for DAYS.

did they give you anything fun for the pain or itching?
misery:
try it! trust me - it rocks!
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can we fast forward past all of this heat and sweatiness?

anywho, enough of the wishful thinking. i have an interview on tuesday for a pretty cool position, or at least it seems like it could potentially be cool. the funny thing is, in my mind i feel like the job is mine already when in fact it's only in the preliminary stages. i guess...
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reed_:
i would love to fast forward past summer and go straight to fall and sweater weather!
good luck with your interview!
miao!!
vixen:
Good luck on the interview!!!
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mmm BEER...

I LURVE YOUUUUUUU

xo

C

tongue
surfbetty:
mmmmmmmmm...weed is better. wink


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my eyeball itches. the right one. LICK IT! mad
annamei:
itchy eyeball = no good
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good afternoon...

i've been in a weird mood ever since last night. the usual culprits: anxiety and stress. i hate it. i hate being moody as well. i guess that's what i get for skipping a work out. instead i decided to drink beers and lounge around.

good news though, i was contacted by a recruiter within the company that i currently work for, regarding...
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alidora:
you could blame your wierd mood on the weather, too...cause thats what i do.
good luck with the job prospects!
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boxing_helena:
Good Luck! kiss
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Greeeeetings tongue

Has anybody tried the California Pizza Kitchen frozen pizzas yet? They're mmm mmm GOOD...I just scarfed one down and now washing down with an ICE cold brew....ha ha....guess i'm not working out today....uh yeah. Now I'm going to watch Constantine(just released today) and drink the other five beers I have left ooo aaa

by the way, it's still fucking hot as hell puke

peace.
kaylee:
CONSTANTINE IS FUCKING AMAZING!!!!!!
mora:
aww well shucks. thanks
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yeah, it's fucking hot. homeless people are dying left and right because of the extreme heat. then add in the monsoon season: mad thunderstorms, extreme winds...now it's this huge fucking blowing oven. power outages: no light, no a/c, no circulating wind of any kind...you're fucked. even the swimming pools are kind of blah. they're not cold at all.

it's all a great big fucking HOOT....
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yeknomyknuf:
that's why you buy a buch a bags of ice and throw them in the pool when you go swimming at night. So fun when it's hot outside smile
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fuck.

another monday.

whatever
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reed_:
thank you blush
baby_square:
true. i called in sick to work today because i was throwing up vodka at 3am. i'm so irresponsible.
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i'd say today was a productive day. i got in a good work-out, worked on the yard for about 3 or 4 hours, and i just finished helping my bro out with some things that he needed a hand with. now, it is time to enjoy a few cold beers with good friends...

lata

C
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ugh...it's too fucking hot here. constantly feel like you need a shower. if only i could be one of the fortunate ones with a winter/summer home for refuge.....fuck youuuuuuuuuuuu. the other thing is the heat seems to make everybody fucking lazy and unmotivated. it's driving me fucking nuts. to waste 3 months of the year because of the fucking weather.....come on now.

::sigh::