cjac0603

Its been interesting to find that I’m safer as a friend than a lover. I over think a lot, there are moments I need love, i have no problem doing and being there and even on low battery still just being there. But to find a compliment or even reciprocation on those notes is just far and few. I been with takers, I’ve been with overs compensators but have yet to be with independence , resilience and an open soul. Is there a way to find someone just to breath with? Is it tossing in the towel when reality just shows you ... maybe this is just not what you were supposed to have?