citizengeek

Wondering how or if I ever functioned like this.... let me explain.

Due to poor planning on my part I spent the weekend without my medication, nothing serious just Cymbalta. So by Sunday I feeling just a bit more paranoid, moody, and well.... are there words for this?



Now I have only been taking brain pills for a little over a year and survived high school, college, and my horrible marriage with only a small amount of alcohol and the occasional weed use. In my current mental state, which feels a little like having my brain supercharged, I feel like I can do absolutely anything short of flight, although never fear if I should feel the need to attempt this I will try taking off from the ground first... like superman does. Yet my logical right thinking brain, currently cowering the corner from the rest of my brain, knows that anything I learn now will not be retained, anything that I create now will be craptastic, and blogs that I write will long rambling and make little to no sense (too late now). So long story short as I head out to get my refill and settle the hay wires and short circuits in my head, I wonder how did I function like this for so long... did I function like this or was it all an illusion of my fevered brain?

and I wandered off to another site and found this



to of my favorite things together... and now I can't remember what I was going to say.... I better get out of here before the men in the white coats find me