It's been a while since I last wrote something here.
I am moving out of the barrio and into a much nicer area of Goleta. It's just as close to my job as my current place, but should I choose to walk home, it is much more pedestrian-friendly, I'll only have 2 roommates instead of my current 7. The rent is more, but I won't be responsible for collecting any bills, which is a hassle.
My job is getting better little by little. We've hired 5 new people, and one of them has captured my groin. Heart, I meant heart. She's awesome. She watches anume, cartoons, plays videogames, is a big nerd sometimes and really likes spending time with me.
She also has a boyfriend.
But I'm sort of okay with that. For the most part. It's not so much that I'm upset she has one, as that I'm having trouble looking for other girls to pursue because she is just so awesome. She seems to want to spend a lot of time with me though, and my friends think she is probably confused because she's upset with her boyfriend some but just not enough yet. I really am happy with just being friends, but I'm open to more.
It's weird. It's like I'm growing up or something. 4 years ago I would be obsessed with such a girl. I'd be super nervous about telling her I like her, and crushed if she didn't like me back. Now I'm hesitant about saying something since she has a boyfriend, but I don't think I'll be crushed should I say something and she tell me we're just friends.
I'd be lying if I said she wasn't my favorite part about going to work, but she's not 50% plus 1 of my favorite things in life.
My next goal: buy a car.
I am moving out of the barrio and into a much nicer area of Goleta. It's just as close to my job as my current place, but should I choose to walk home, it is much more pedestrian-friendly, I'll only have 2 roommates instead of my current 7. The rent is more, but I won't be responsible for collecting any bills, which is a hassle.
My job is getting better little by little. We've hired 5 new people, and one of them has captured my groin. Heart, I meant heart. She's awesome. She watches anume, cartoons, plays videogames, is a big nerd sometimes and really likes spending time with me.
She also has a boyfriend.
But I'm sort of okay with that. For the most part. It's not so much that I'm upset she has one, as that I'm having trouble looking for other girls to pursue because she is just so awesome. She seems to want to spend a lot of time with me though, and my friends think she is probably confused because she's upset with her boyfriend some but just not enough yet. I really am happy with just being friends, but I'm open to more.
It's weird. It's like I'm growing up or something. 4 years ago I would be obsessed with such a girl. I'd be super nervous about telling her I like her, and crushed if she didn't like me back. Now I'm hesitant about saying something since she has a boyfriend, but I don't think I'll be crushed should I say something and she tell me we're just friends.
I'd be lying if I said she wasn't my favorite part about going to work, but she's not 50% plus 1 of my favorite things in life.
My next goal: buy a car.