cirdt

so - i fell in love in a dream last night. it was strange, to say the least.

i was counselling at some summer camp and hurt my hip when a little girl pushed me off a fence. my fellow counsellor (all i can remember of him is blond curly hair and board shorts) helped me reach something from a shelf i was trying to jump up to. then he kissed me. and we went back to some counsellor's meeting. and then i woke up. it was all unbelieveably real. the pain in my hip - the way he tasted when we kissed.
i never have dreams this vivid.

i woke up with that butterflies-in-your-stomach-heart-inyour-throat ache you get when tumbling madly head over heels with someone. i had forgotten what it felt like.

i am very puzzled.

and also want to go be a camp counsellor.