cirdt

i am so sorry, i have been gone too damn long. the massive storm that hit last week fried our modem so i've been out of the technological loop. my apologies to anyone who thinks i've been ignoring them. i'm just at a friends house stealing their computron right now. i should have internet back at my house by tuesday.

rin: ogm. stephanie+parenthood= therapy bills...
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as of yesterday, two more holes were added to my ever-growing collection, and i feel fan-fucking-tastic.

honestly, it did hurt, but the incredible adrenaline/endorphin rush that accompanied the pain more than made up for it. and they don't hurt at all now. which is strange, as i am generally a big wussy-baby about piercings, but complain i will not.

also: the burlesque was allright. i...
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today i got up early. today i made cookies and veggie chili. today i wore a fuzzy coat of my fathers circa. 1979. today i stared in awe at hot boys kissing. today i got speculum'd. today i dyed my hair a color found in nature. today i decided what i want for my birthday. today i was cold. today i waited anxiously for tomorrow.

so - i fell in love in a dream last night. it was strange, to say the least.

i was counselling at some summer camp and hurt my hip when a little girl pushed me off a fence. my fellow counsellor (all i can remember of him is blond curly hair and board shorts) helped me reach something from a shelf i was trying to...
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i feel like i'm going to throw up.

then again, i've felt like that for a few weeks now.

piercings and burlesque appear on the horizon and beckon me onwards.

i came home, and ate a mango. while it was sweet and delicious like a cotton candy smile, it did not make up for the fact that i am, once again, home.

the sgcalgary crew is officially the coolest group of people in the province. nay, the country! nay, the world! i wish i had friends like ya'll up here. *le sigh* this weekend was...
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dear lord. if i was like the crazy lady who married the berlin wall - i would be running off to vegas with rin's bathtub as we speak. i jsut spent a good half hour in there reading and reveling in the fact that i can stretch out completely and have the water level come up to my chin. when she moves at the...
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my hair shrunk again. i got mom to go at it with the sewing shears and my dad's beard trimmer. it's supershort but i'm happy with it. at least it's easy.

i also quit my job today because me boss is a senile old woman who makes me want to cry. i showed up to work today. which would have been great - if i...
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i am thisclose to shaving my head. i went to go get my self-done hair cut fixed at the local hairdressers. the girl i ended up with is actually someone i went to school with. shes a lovely girl - but dumb as a fucking post. i should have turned and ran like my stomach was telling me to.

somehow "shorter in the back, with...
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EDITED TO POST:
go here. i am laughing so hard i'm crying. i think i want to marry whoever is providing the commentary.

eg:
"In a few months I'm going to be a new mom, and we know its a girl. My dh and I have been discussing names lately (we already have six children: Jack Dominick, Rose Solenne, Monroe Charlize, Ophelia Eden, Heart Scarlett,...
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i just got up, went to the kitchen, grabbed come scissors and chopped off my hair. my hands are shaking from the adrenaline.

i had promised to grow it out until i graduated uni - i always want to have long flowing hair, but not because that's who i am - because that's who i want to be. and fuck that. i'm really really really...
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