Hey everyone. My name is Connor and I'm an idiot.
neodrunk:
si?
in a little while
i'll be gone
the moment's already passed
it's gone
and i'm not here
this isn't happening
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It's always pleasing when the weather is synchronized to your mood.
I'm going to fucking work.
i'll be gone
the moment's already passed
it's gone
and i'm not here
this isn't happening
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It's always pleasing when the weather is synchronized to your mood.
I'm going to fucking work.
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shanana:
OMG you can be funny.. 
I am cheering up 
I am cheering up
shanana:
Well I am glad to see that you are in the 'mood' to be funny.
So: the headphones I got less than a week ago broke this morning. The left speaker just up an croaked. Between that and the test I have to go make-up in about ten minutes, I've been better, but I'm not giving up on this day yet.
OK, now I give up. Time for a nap.
OK, now I give up. Time for a nap.
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neodrunk:
Well... telling people I'm harmless.
I like people fearing me here until the real world.
It's a shocker! And the more I think about it, robertdanielnotepstein mentioned something on the boards last week about that too. Damnit! My street cred is all but gone.
*Johnny bath's in own tears*
I like people fearing me here until the real world.
It's a shocker! And the more I think about it, robertdanielnotepstein mentioned something on the boards last week about that too. Damnit! My street cred is all but gone.
*Johnny bath's in own tears*
neodrunk:
I've been publically outted... 
Typical; I stay up all night with the goal of studying. So what gets done? One poem heavily edited, two new ones surprisingly well drafted, not a thing read or reviewed. Hitting up the bluffs before Perkins was the perfect thing for the soul.
Especially since I saw a fox or coyote (I really need to find out which it is) again; that's the 4th...
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Especially since I saw a fox or coyote (I really need to find out which it is) again; that's the 4th...
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neodrunk:
"neodrunk said onSeptember 21, 2004 04:41 PMEDIT You've erased all of your "friends"??? Is someone in need of a hug?
I'm sure Kesaere will give you one. That's just not my style.
However... will purchase a beer as need be to relieve mind and soul.
"The only things in life that are real, are what you make real."
~J.W. Hebert
"
Dude... you made me go back almost a month to find my promise of alcohol?
I want my two minutes of life back... and in exchange I still may buy you a drink.
I'm sure Kesaere will give you one. That's just not my style.
However... will purchase a beer as need be to relieve mind and soul.
"The only things in life that are real, are what you make real."
~J.W. Hebert
"
Dude... you made me go back almost a month to find my promise of alcohol?
I want my two minutes of life back... and in exchange I still may buy you a drink.
neodrunk:
Funny... I actually do find doing taxes somewhat entertaining.
It's the capitalist in me. There may even be on in you?
I'll catch ya!
PS~ I think I should stop writing in your journal now... people may get funny ideas.
It's the capitalist in me. There may even be on in you?
I'll catch ya!
PS~ I think I should stop writing in your journal now... people may get funny ideas.
Well, "Team America" was good, if not brilliant (though parts qualify). And I've decided billybillybilly is in fact cool enough to be Fearless Leader.
Along those lines, I'm calling neodrunk Boris and d_c Natasha. I realize this could sound slightly insulting. It's not meant that way at all.
I'm so damn sick of the sight of this place (campus). Is it wrong that I'd rather...
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Along those lines, I'm calling neodrunk Boris and d_c Natasha. I realize this could sound slightly insulting. It's not meant that way at all.
I'm so damn sick of the sight of this place (campus). Is it wrong that I'd rather...
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daekrys:
me throwing an party will still be some ways off, since my current "mommy" lady whome i rent from doesn't approve of underage drinking. but i have begun putting into action a plan to move out, so hopefully within a few months or so i can throw a housewarming party of my own.
you know, as soon as you do get to work 40 hours a week, you'll just end up wanting to be somewhere else, doing something else, maybe.
you know, as soon as you do get to work 40 hours a week, you'll just end up wanting to be somewhere else, doing something else, maybe.
The echoes of my own voice tell me lies;
and under the sorrows of this snow of leaves
travels a soul burdened by a million sighs.
Supposed to be reading Woolf's "To the Lighthouse." Nin's "Four Chambered Heart" so much better. Exhausted anyway-how can the weekend be over already?
And when did I trade my dreams for ambitions? When did I stop being (mostly) angry...
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and under the sorrows of this snow of leaves
travels a soul burdened by a million sighs.
Supposed to be reading Woolf's "To the Lighthouse." Nin's "Four Chambered Heart" so much better. Exhausted anyway-how can the weekend be over already?
And when did I trade my dreams for ambitions? When did I stop being (mostly) angry...
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daekrys:
yeah with all the shit that hit the fan, i totally forgot about the zoo, i feel really bad
i'll just make it up to everyone with a party or something!
i miss finger painting in kindergarten
i'll just make it up to everyone with a party or something!
i miss finger painting in kindergarten
neodrunk:
no worries... i avoid aa like church.
Yesterday was a blast, even if I was barely communicative.
Finding a bus was harder than it should've been--ended up walking for 40 minutes, but I got one in the end. Plus, while walking over the bridge I saw a golden eagle alight on a streetlamp. I was amazingly beautiful, and even more so after the zoo, because she was free...
Eventually I got to...
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Finding a bus was harder than it should've been--ended up walking for 40 minutes, but I got one in the end. Plus, while walking over the bridge I saw a golden eagle alight on a streetlamp. I was amazingly beautiful, and even more so after the zoo, because she was free...
Eventually I got to...
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shanana:
You should have accepted the ride we offered you. I'm sorry you had to walk... I think we all got are share of walking in at the Zoo. Next time I bet you will say yes to the ride offer.
Yet again I yield to the gods of SG and their hassling to UPDATE YOUR PAGE. So much fun.
I've had the weirdest impulse today. And yesterday, really: I just want to buy a largish bottle of vodka and do shots until I black out. This is curious, because usually this is the kind of thing that just ends up happening, and in a social...
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I've had the weirdest impulse today. And yesterday, really: I just want to buy a largish bottle of vodka and do shots until I black out. This is curious, because usually this is the kind of thing that just ends up happening, and in a social...
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daekrys:
, my destructive impulse is only 2 3/4 inchs wide
i would be drinking tonight too, simply because it is friday, but i think if i tried to drink at work i could get fired, since i work 10 pm to 6 am, my weekends get under a little damper.
edit:really bad at typing right now
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, my destructive impulse is only 2 3/4 inchs wide
i would be drinking tonight too, simply because it is friday, but i think if i tried to drink at work i could get fired, since i work 10 pm to 6 am, my weekends get under a little damper.
edit:really bad at typing right now
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radio_sweetheart:
First thing.....Aimee Mann is freaking hot. I hope Michael Penn thanks his lucky stars every damn day that she is with him.
Ok, nice to see you at the Zoo. You seem to have a quiet eloquence to yourself that I look forward to socializing with at some point soon. Are you joining us for Shaun of the Dead on Tuesday?
I'm sorry about the self-destructive impulse. Do you know where it comes from?
Have you seen the Life in Hell strip about "How To Be a Sensitive Poet"? I have it by my bed, cuz it's freaking funny.
"I sit in my cubbyhole, waiting, waiting...."
Drop me a line sir.
Ok, nice to see you at the Zoo. You seem to have a quiet eloquence to yourself that I look forward to socializing with at some point soon. Are you joining us for Shaun of the Dead on Tuesday?
I'm sorry about the self-destructive impulse. Do you know where it comes from?
Have you seen the Life in Hell strip about "How To Be a Sensitive Poet"? I have it by my bed, cuz it's freaking funny.
"I sit in my cubbyhole, waiting, waiting...."
Drop me a line sir.
The new layout is pissing me off.
I need to control myself more. Goddamn Target had sold out of the goddamn Cake album, so naturally I go over to Let It Be and get two records instead. On the plus side, one of those was a two-in-one compilation of Howlin' Wolf; the other being TV on the Radio, which has had many nice things said...
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I need to control myself more. Goddamn Target had sold out of the goddamn Cake album, so naturally I go over to Let It Be and get two records instead. On the plus side, one of those was a two-in-one compilation of Howlin' Wolf; the other being TV on the Radio, which has had many nice things said...
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daekrys:
all good man, i think i drank enough for both of us 
daekrys:
too bad you couldn't make it, it was fuckin hilarious last night man. bottles everywhere, yeah...but i got more beer to drink now, so later
Hey, the clown got the laugh.
I'm convinced that anything of importance in this world will make you laugh or cry; and if you can do both at once, you've achieved happiness, or at least balance. Right now, all I strive for is balance.
Well, and there's the new Cake album tomorrow.
I'm so alone.
I'm convinced that anything of importance in this world will make you laugh or cry; and if you can do both at once, you've achieved happiness, or at least balance. Right now, all I strive for is balance.
Well, and there's the new Cake album tomorrow.
I'm so alone.
daekrys:
oh my silly friend...would i really put it on here if it was all that personal? i eep the personal stuff in my head, under lock and key, where it belongs.