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So, I've made a career decision of sorts.
Whenever a major change takes place in my life, I end up taking a couple of sleepless nights to reflect on things, going over the step-by-step of how I got myself wherever I happen to be. Sometimes this means looking at a few weeks, sometimes years. Last night, I went back almost three years, to the beginning...
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parks:
thanks for the birthday love smile

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akasnuggles:
"...people ought to know that you don't date a writer if you can't take the heat."
really, though, it should be something regarding anykind of relationship sith a writer.
right now, i'm wodering if i should type up an Entry i wrote saturday morning, for that simple fact.
i dunno if the person it's about would appreciate where i'm coming from.
either way...

i'm convinced that the cocksucker that invented the Evil Cube is the same fuck that invented Tetris.
and crack.

GI = gastrointestinal

The Last Minute is this badass film by Stephen Norrington--
here's the official site, they might have a preview there ...
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Today (& don't ask why I calculated this), is my 8,066th day on earth. Seems like a lot, doesn't it? It's a fun game...how many days have you been alive?


So...stages. It's funny how much your life will change. And it works two ways. Now I have things I'd never have bought if not for her...a cell phone, body wash...things I used to loathe. But...
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rephrased:
Kinda disappointed that I'm the only one who bothered to run the numbers, but today is my 9006th day on earth.
someoneuk:
9132. Eeks!

"Pros and cons. Freedom vs security. Cake or pie." yep.

Thanks for the birthday Wishes!

biggrin
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Today (& don't ask why I calculated this), is my 8,064th day on earth. Seems like a lot, doesn't it? It's a fun game...how many days have you been alive?


So...stages. It's funny how much your life will change. And it works two ways. Now I have things I'd never have bought if not for her...a cell phone, body wash...things I used to loathe. But...
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Today (& don't ask why I calculated this), is my 8,064th day on earth. Seems like a lot, doesn't it? It's a fun game...how many days have you been alive?


So...stages. It's funny how much your life will change. And it works two ways. Now I have things I'd never have bought if not for her...a cell phone, body wash...things I used to loathe. But...
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This is that fresh, that fresh feeling.

Sometimes you've just got to make yourself move on. Sometimes you've got to dance your ass off in your own living room while cooking. And if my life is going to be measured in songs listened to and pages read, then bring it on. Right now, that sounds like a fuckin' blast.

The world is like a ride...
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parks:
what the hell frown , I'm stretched pretty thin on Friday nothing is definite but I don't know if I'd be able to make it that night frown

whatever happens keep me posted
runk:
"Come to my window!"
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Let the past bury the past. This is that fresh, that fresh feeling.

Sometimes you've just got to make yourself move on. Sometimes you've got to dance your ass off in your own living room while cooking. And if my life is going to be measured in songs listened to and pages read, then bring it on. Right now, that sounds like a fuckin' blast....
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akasnuggles:
Marv, eh. hmm.

the way i feel is if you get a chance to quit smoking, take it.
but not Sammy, that bastard is the fuck that got me smoking. i feel betrayed that he didnt say, "Hey, i'm thinking about quitting, you wanna kick with me?"
that would have been cool.
but he didnt.
so fuck him
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i'm not really the nicest person in the world...errr....
parks:
oh yeah $6 seems reasonable
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parks:
the string quartet tribute to pj harvey and floging molly within a mile of home

Saturday sounds good if the cover isn't too much
toneski:
robert rodriguez too, if you were a desperado fan.

the only thing that scares me, is that are TOO many big names involved.

but my hopes are as high as yours.
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My brain's a cliff and my heart's the bitter buffalo.

Well, that was a strange weekend.
Friday: I was going to just hang out, watch a movie, read some. Instead, I got a random party thrown at my place. This isn't as impressive as it sounds--I was fairly bored for the duration of it.

Saturday: Wake around 11 having had less than three hours sleep,...
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contrast:
but what i want is an orange juice concentrate camp.

re: output. i was flipping through a magazine today, looking at all the hundreds of ads for all the indie bands and record companies and zines and everything, and sometimes i think that the world is so full of information: images, sounds, etc., that it almost makes me not want to add to the noise. like the better thing to do is to not do.

i have that feeling in fleeting moments. not sure how valid(?) it is.
tailofdogma:
damn dirty shit. i intend to make you 50% on this one.
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So much for avoiding depressing journal entries. Don't say I didn't try. But the fact is, I am depressed. Not nearly as depressed as I was this time last year, though--and how fucking bizarre is that? At least now I have reasons to feel like shit...and I do. But it could be worse.

I have two problems: hypocrisy and lifestyle. I shall discuss these in...
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st_eve_bc:
well, if you keep your screen name you could enter a mortal kombat esque fighting tournament

cipher, wins

smoking!

fatality

friendship

ah good ol cipher, yes thats a fine christian name

EL SUICIDO LOCO
radio_sweetheart:
Puppet info on my journal, if you're interested. This coming weekend is the last one....sorry for the late info!

Boy, existentialism is the soma for a lazy philosopher. I made that up, but there is something there.
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Yeah, so I'm back. So much for slipping in under the radar.

I was going to restart the journal with something mildly stirring, a piece of actual, autobiographical writing. But then I was also in a funk yesterday (for annoyingly obvious reasons). But I'm not going to do that. Sure, nothing in my life has worked out the way it ought to have. Sure, my...
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st_eve_bc:
yo yo yo
coffee cigawhat somewhere if you want, play some chess and shiyit

, hey dre day is saturday
akasnuggles:
my homies jus be callin me Snugz, tho, yo....

yr new pic reminds me of a bit in Invisible Mosnters by Palahnuik, ever read it?