Real journal time.
Yay.
Kinda depressing how many of my SG friends are gray. And even as TheFool returns, contrast washes away.
The fact that I allowed that terrible rhyme should suggest something to you. It should suggest that I'm either high or tired, and since I don't really do drugs, the answer's fairly obvious.
Spring break was unutterably boring. Not bad, just unremarkable.
What...
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Yay.
Kinda depressing how many of my SG friends are gray. And even as TheFool returns, contrast washes away.
The fact that I allowed that terrible rhyme should suggest something to you. It should suggest that I'm either high or tired, and since I don't really do drugs, the answer's fairly obvious.
Spring break was unutterably boring. Not bad, just unremarkable.
What...
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Alive.
Details to follow.
No new problems, just tired, hungover, swamped by everything a week without internet access will cause a person to miss.
I'll never be free if I'm not free now.
Details to follow.
No new problems, just tired, hungover, swamped by everything a week without internet access will cause a person to miss.
I'll never be free if I'm not free now.
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toneski:
enter the cipher.
let me know when you are in full form.
let me know when you are in full form.
parks:
i was getting worried
I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea. When I quoted Pink Floyd in my last journal entry, I meant it. I don't need any drugs to calm me. I'm plenty calm.
Often, I suspect, far, far too calm.
However, it seems I do needs drugs to get me to wake up and face the day.
I'm off the wagon. I'm on the Prozac...
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Often, I suspect, far, far too calm.
However, it seems I do needs drugs to get me to wake up and face the day.
I'm off the wagon. I'm on the Prozac...
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thejuanupsman:
So I went back through your old journals to see what I missed. Wasn't going to respond to anything, but, then this struck me:
- Those songs that you love, and loved to associate with her. Now the associations are stuck, but you still fucking love those songs. So you listen to them anyway. And listen to them.
- And listen to them, hoping for the erosion of memory. Allowing the days and nights to slip further away, into the darkness, the haze. Touching from a distance, further all the time.
Fuck. This is the worst part of missing someone. I fucking torture myself with songs that remind me of people I love and miss. I even had my daughter burn me a cd full of nothing but those songs. Just glad she never asked me why I wanted that strange mix of songs on one cd.
- Those songs that you love, and loved to associate with her. Now the associations are stuck, but you still fucking love those songs. So you listen to them anyway. And listen to them.
- And listen to them, hoping for the erosion of memory. Allowing the days and nights to slip further away, into the darkness, the haze. Touching from a distance, further all the time.
Fuck. This is the worst part of missing someone. I fucking torture myself with songs that remind me of people I love and miss. I even had my daughter burn me a cd full of nothing but those songs. Just glad she never asked me why I wanted that strange mix of songs on one cd.
steel_talons:
Drugs are bad mmm-kay
Ive never met anyone who liked being on anti-depressants. They all said it made them worse in the long run. I know, easy to say.
Man, am I tired of being right!
Ace Ventura Pet Detective
Ive never met anyone who liked being on anti-depressants. They all said it made them worse in the long run. I know, easy to say.
Man, am I tired of being right!
Ace Ventura Pet Detective
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ldwarren:
oh yeah,..the new Manics mix question..the album definitely sounds sleeker and more impressive, if you have got cash to spare and love the album its very worthy..
toneski:
kiler image.
i dug that track, somewhat, check the journal for a full review.
i know you got skills in the music area, lets see what youve got.
i dug that track, somewhat, check the journal for a full review.
i know you got skills in the music area, lets see what youve got.
I'm so bored with the USA.
Other thoughts:
-Last March was overall much warmer. I don't have any stats on this, but I remember a lot of comfortable late night walks.
-The internet is still boring the fuck out of me. But you know what's not boring? Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell by Susanna Clarke. Truly good fantasy literature is so rare...and this one's good...
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Other thoughts:
-Last March was overall much warmer. I don't have any stats on this, but I remember a lot of comfortable late night walks.
-The internet is still boring the fuck out of me. But you know what's not boring? Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell by Susanna Clarke. Truly good fantasy literature is so rare...and this one's good...
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southernbelle:
Sorry about that....if it makes you feel better, it's supposed to be really cold (for here) the rest of the week, and maybe even sleet/snow some this week!!!
Happy Tuesday!
Happy Tuesday!
toneski:
i too, enjoy a fair amount of creamed corn.
I will check out your tracks tonight, no headphones at work today.
i too, enjoy a fair amount of creamed corn.
I will check out your tracks tonight, no headphones at work today.
Still feeling journal-lazy. So some Bright Eyes:
sometimes i worry that i've lost the plot
my twitching muscles tease my flippant thoughts
i never really dreamed of heaven much
until we put him in the ground
but it's all i'm doing now
listening for patterns in the sound
of an endless static sea
Oh, and it seems there's a very good chance, like upwards of...
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sometimes i worry that i've lost the plot
my twitching muscles tease my flippant thoughts
i never really dreamed of heaven much
until we put him in the ground
but it's all i'm doing now
listening for patterns in the sound
of an endless static sea
Oh, and it seems there's a very good chance, like upwards of...
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niobe:
That movie does look good.
Thanks for the kindness yesterday.
Thanks for the kindness yesterday.
teenagesuperstar:
The cool statement was enouigh for me 
if i'm lucky and i get a job i'll be back, but surviving on student loan in the UK is a joke!
if i'm lucky and i get a job i'll be back, but surviving on student loan in the UK is a joke!
There's far too little food in my house.
The nice weather last evening gave me a chance to walk my old circuit around western St. Paul. A lot changed while I was hanging out in Minneapolis. It's kinda sad. My Cheapo's gotten all sucky on me.
But it was heaven. As soon as that's the rule & not the exception, I'm never going indoors again....
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The nice weather last evening gave me a chance to walk my old circuit around western St. Paul. A lot changed while I was hanging out in Minneapolis. It's kinda sad. My Cheapo's gotten all sucky on me.
But it was heaven. As soon as that's the rule & not the exception, I'm never going indoors again....
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southernbelle:
That's because you've been buying CDs with your grocery money!! 
This weekend was gorgeous, too bad I was visiting family!! I actually got to see snow though, so that was kinda nice.
Happy Monday!
This weekend was gorgeous, too bad I was visiting family!!
I actually got to see snow though, so that was kinda nice.
Happy Monday!
tailofdogma:
you know bill braskey... you know that right?
I suppose it's time to update this fucker. It's been a couple of days, and in spite of writing a boring, uber-personal entry I managed to get more than 30 posts, something I only previously accomplished by having my dad die.
It must be my winning personality, right?
My one Thursday class is cancelled tomorrow. I should be in a much better mood than I...
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It must be my winning personality, right?
My one Thursday class is cancelled tomorrow. I should be in a much better mood than I...
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toneski:
screw the 8ball... poker thursday?
i heard bright eyes at hot topic of all places...
like the intro to that first song...with the airplane anticdote.
very compelling..
i heard bright eyes at hot topic of all places...
like the intro to that first song...with the airplane anticdote.
very compelling..
parks:
I didn't do anything, well I guess I picked a few things from off my floor, went to work, and watched Strictly Ballroom at Judas' house. In between those three things I have no idea what happened to my time.
Apparently I don't need sleep anymore.
cipher's (Current) Top 5 Albums:
1. I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning, Bright Eyes
2. Mechanical Animals, Marilyn Manson
3. Thirteenth Step, A Perfect Circle
4. Antics, Interpol
5. To Bring You My Love, P.J. Harvey
2 of those have been consistent for more than a year. Interesting.
It's ridiculous, the ways in which you'll...
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cipher's (Current) Top 5 Albums:
1. I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning, Bright Eyes
2. Mechanical Animals, Marilyn Manson
3. Thirteenth Step, A Perfect Circle
4. Antics, Interpol
5. To Bring You My Love, P.J. Harvey
2 of those have been consistent for more than a year. Interesting.
It's ridiculous, the ways in which you'll...
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niobe:
Do you have AIM or anything?
niobe:
I guess we will have to make do with this won't we?
I enjoy getting to know you better.
[Edited on Mar 02, 2005 7:40PM]
I enjoy getting to know you better.
[Edited on Mar 02, 2005 7:40PM]
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toneski:
i think i had that same bookshelf... holy small world.
and im done with duece...that phase wasn't pleasing.
yet had to be done.
and im done with duece...that phase wasn't pleasing.
yet had to be done.
toneski:
its a shitty list... the whole point was to give props to Beta Band...the rest are just trying to match a trendy "theme" name.
oh well.
I bought my book shelf at target...so i KNOW it is rare.
oh well.
I bought my book shelf at target...so i KNOW it is rare.
i'm actually kinda excited about Sin City, as well. i'm still very pensive as well, seeing as Alba's in it... damnit. you never know, right?
Entering the "damn it feels good to be single" stage
you're not gonna break out in a rousing version of The Jefferson's theme, are you?
good to see yr still journaling, i was worried there for a second. thought we'd lost you...again.
did you go to bloc party?