Emotions rage, at odds with the ongoings of a mundane life. The most basic of tasks becomes a chore when you've only one thing on your mind, one thing from the hazy crawl to consciousness in the morn to the wearied collapse in the Hour of the Wolf.
Waking up, miles from her, becomes a trauma.
And he keeps on whining. Damnhellass, life is good....
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Waking up, miles from her, becomes a trauma.
And he keeps on whining. Damnhellass, life is good....
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How very strange the folks around here are. Strange, in a lovely sort of way.
So who do I have to blow/pay off/kill to spend more than 4-5 hours of consciousness with my girl? Ugh, all school and no Sarah...
What a week...she goes pink, I go broke, and A Perfect Circle's new original track gets leaked (I'm fucking obsessed with this band, as you...
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So who do I have to blow/pay off/kill to spend more than 4-5 hours of consciousness with my girl? Ugh, all school and no Sarah...
What a week...she goes pink, I go broke, and A Perfect Circle's new original track gets leaked (I'm fucking obsessed with this band, as you...
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shanana:
After 5 years together, being apart is still not easy. Sorry, I hate to tell you but the more time you spend together, the more you will hate the time apart. It never gets easier.

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tenmile:
Dude, I accidentally deleted your reply
Fear not, I will PBR you on sight

daekrys:
god damn, i don't check my SG shit for a few days and everyone up and changes shit. it's all good though, and yes we will have to meet in person sometime, its kinda nerdish to be friends with a kid i've never seen in person. but don't expect too much i have a bad habit of letting people down.
So fuzzy-headed this morning. This is going to be a long day.
Which only makes last night all the more worthwhile. It was a fuckin' blast, y'all. We'll have to do it again sometime.
Which only makes last night all the more worthwhile. It was a fuckin' blast, y'all. We'll have to do it again sometime.
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pinkokitty:
hey. are your feet okay today? i think i stepped on them a few times last night. 

colombianlvr:
Was great meeting you as well....will definitely be there next monday as well.

Wow...so my parents separated in July of '03. But just last night I found out (from neither of them) that my mom served divorce papers on Friday.
The separation's been great for my mom; it's incredible to see someone in their mid-40s find a new lease on life; but my dad's been on a swift spiral into complete alcoholism...
I don't know how I feel...
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The separation's been great for my mom; it's incredible to see someone in their mid-40s find a new lease on life; but my dad's been on a swift spiral into complete alcoholism...
I don't know how I feel...
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rylie:
well that makes more sense than. cuz I could have sworn you were on my friends list. but I only read journals through my bookmarked page, I though you just never updated... or something. Yay, I'm 7-11!
neodrunk:
So I wasn't "aloof" when you were on my lap... I was "hard". Big difference. Big and hard really...
Actually my aloof comment would be to my situation. Like I told you, a lot on my mind.
Pimp-boy, your squeeze has a different name and color? Will she still play with us?


Actually my aloof comment would be to my situation. Like I told you, a lot on my mind.
Pimp-boy, your squeeze has a different name and color? Will she still play with us?


"It will go wrong, this love; it probably will. That contorted organ, like the lump of ox meat, is devious and enclosed. Our current model for the universe is entropy, which at the daily level translates as: things fuck up. But when love fails us, we must go on believing in it." - Julian Barnes
Found the book. Such good stuff.
Found the book. Such good stuff.
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neodrunk:
rolling tonight?




neodrunk:
Oh cripes... "angelic"? And of course, as I read above, I realize that the honeymoon is just beginning for the two of you. Great, now we all get to hear all the gushy, lovie-dovie writings of d_p and d_c.
Let me tell you about my fuck last night...
teehee!!!
Okay, seriously, I'll bring the disc for you!


Let me tell you about my fuck last night...
teehee!!!

Okay, seriously, I'll bring the disc for you!


There are no words for this; at least I'm fairly sure there aren't. But I know some that come close; I need to locate that particular book.
Still coming down from the shock of it all; this is going to make a mess of me. That and the who-knows how long until I get to see her again.
There's got to be a catch...right? Can...
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Still coming down from the shock of it all; this is going to make a mess of me. That and the who-knows how long until I get to see her again.
There's got to be a catch...right? Can...
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neodrunk:
Roger all that, captain.
I'll get it to you this week.


I'll get it to you this week.



kungfuvoodoo:
Welcome back (theme song playing in back ground)
Cheers and here's to the art...
Cheers and here's to the art...
11ish: Nothing will cause a major paradigm shift in your life like finding what you've always wanted; finding that the hellish years were worth the wait; finding that it's everything you believed it could be. Finding her.
1ish: In other news, I'm apparently scheduled to buy alcohol for my underage college friends. They're good people, happy for my happiness, but damn it gets old drinking...
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1ish: In other news, I'm apparently scheduled to buy alcohol for my underage college friends. They're good people, happy for my happiness, but damn it gets old drinking...
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pinkokitty:
see you at cc in the morning? and i'm sorry i didn't join you last night, but all my black was in the washer. i might be persuaded to make it to ground zero for the first time since the millenium change, though..keep on me about that.
and i'm happy about the reason that you're happy. tee hee!!

and i'm happy about the reason that you're happy. tee hee!!
daekrys:
i gotta find someone that can buy me alcohol for the next year, then i get to buy for underagers.
Current music: The Love Below; it amazes me that I got that double album in early Feb. and am yet to listen to Big Boi's half. This must mean something.
Current mood: apprehensive, self-conscious, confoundingly joyful.
Yeah. That test sucked. And as always when a test sucks, I end it with an apology and some little dig at the prof in question (I never...
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Current mood: apprehensive, self-conscious, confoundingly joyful.
Yeah. That test sucked. And as always when a test sucks, I end it with an apology and some little dig at the prof in question (I never...
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pinkokitty:
ha. i just took 'speakerboxx' out of my car..haven't yet listened to 'the love below'.
i've had the damned discs since..well, since before the snow melted.
have a good night, d_p.
i've had the damned discs since..well, since before the snow melted.
have a good night, d_p.

Art history test tomorrow, which will probably be as big of a rout as Nelson handed the Spanish at St. Vincent.
Can't help but wonder if the weather's partly to blame for this funk and not just scenic accompaniment. Let's just hope this winter's as short as the last.
Got summoned for jury duty yesterday; luckily, I haven't lived in Ramsey County this past month...
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Can't help but wonder if the weather's partly to blame for this funk and not just scenic accompaniment. Let's just hope this winter's as short as the last.
Got summoned for jury duty yesterday; luckily, I haven't lived in Ramsey County this past month...
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billybillybilly:
Were you at the Mitch Hedberg show a while back?
(and no. W hates commando. doesn't know what to do with 'em.)
(and no. W hates commando. doesn't know what to do with 'em.)
neodrunk:
Well I'll get my computer working right again and burn you a copy... it's sureal.




Have a rad weekend!