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There was a Door to which I found no Key:
There was a Veil past which I could not see:
Some little Talk awhile of "Me" and "Thee"
There seemed---and then no more of "Thee" and Me."
The clouds will break and the sky cracks open
and god himself will reach his fucking arm through
just to push you down
just to hold you...
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There was a Door to which I found no Key:
There was a Veil past which I could not see:
Some little Talk awhile of "Me" and "Thee"
There seemed---and then no more of "Thee" and Me."
The clouds will break and the sky cracks open
and god himself will reach his fucking arm through
just to push you down
just to hold you...
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I hate almost everything. Someone get me a drink.
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contrast:
i'd like to make fortune cookies that contain random web addresses.
i mean, totally random. you might get an ap news story out of idaho, you might just get a picture of somebody's cat. that's zen, baby.
i mean, totally random. you might get an ap news story out of idaho, you might just get a picture of somebody's cat. that's zen, baby.
tailofdogma:
what can't we blame on UND students? Not sure I can answer that question...
tipping thing was party due to working at the new Uptown Downtown. which cooincidentally is closed now because the workers are striking.
tipping thing was party due to working at the new Uptown Downtown. which cooincidentally is closed now because the workers are striking.
Hey, new words!!
Hell of a week and change. Lost in school, spiritually drained, and the true cold snap has begun. Also, my flat now feels like home, I feel surprisingly sane/centered, and my girl rocks my world. Life isn't bad, just messy.
So this week will probably suck, what with school catching up on me. So y'all better come out to my party this...
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Hell of a week and change. Lost in school, spiritually drained, and the true cold snap has begun. Also, my flat now feels like home, I feel surprisingly sane/centered, and my girl rocks my world. Life isn't bad, just messy.
So this week will probably suck, what with school catching up on me. So y'all better come out to my party this...
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tailofdogma:
i have a bridge in grand forks i'd like to sell you...tell me if you're interested. Slightly shotgunned.
tailofdogma:
thanks for your drunken vote of confidence. i don't have a problem, the drunk leprecaun that i drove home from Rumors that was trying to swim in my backseat does. But not J-po.
Well, I'm back.
It was an interesting weekend. Cathartic, in its way, but there's a lot of work yet to be done.
I finally have power in my place; which means the party is still a go.
Thanks, everyone, for the various forms of and offers of support. And especially to James and Sarah. Even a rock needs solid land to rest on.
Everything's ajumble....
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It was an interesting weekend. Cathartic, in its way, but there's a lot of work yet to be done.
I finally have power in my place; which means the party is still a go.
Thanks, everyone, for the various forms of and offers of support. And especially to James and Sarah. Even a rock needs solid land to rest on.
Everything's ajumble....
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tailofdogma:
just glad to help you out with a bad situation with some free beer and APC. Jen sends her love and her liver.
neodrunk:
dude, it rocked seeing you out and about last night with a smile on your face. that totally made my day. obviously i've only begun to get to know you, but my republican heart and soul see's all the good things about you as a person. it just means a lot to see you up and about, having fun and smiling.
PEACE!


PEACE!


A day begins, normal to all appearances.
8:20ish, and I force myself out of a warm bed, made all the lovelier simply because it was shared. Then, out into the world. Buses caught, campus reached. I go, as usual, to a lab to sate my internet addiction.
Then, upon leaving, I run into my aunt and uncle. On campus? This can't be good. Things that...
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8:20ish, and I force myself out of a warm bed, made all the lovelier simply because it was shared. Then, out into the world. Buses caught, campus reached. I go, as usual, to a lab to sate my internet addiction.
Then, upon leaving, I run into my aunt and uncle. On campus? This can't be good. Things that...
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steel_talons:
hope your doing alright man. peace.
charlatan:
I am speechless. I don't even have words for you other than the basic I am sorry and my thoughts are with you and if you need anything. I know it probably doesn't help you much but all of those things are true. Just let me know. I am around.
This afternoon I finished Jean-Paul Sartre's The Age of Reason. It was, as one might expect, depressing (French existentialism, could it be anything but?). The thing that struck me, however, was Sartre's definition of the "age of reason."
To him, it's that level of maturity where one realizes that freedom isn't everything; or rather, that to be truly free one must be tied down...
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To him, it's that level of maturity where one realizes that freedom isn't everything; or rather, that to be truly free one must be tied down...
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neodrunk:
btw- don't stay at home alone, get out and continue to enjoy being around your friends and family. it's healthy.




neodrunk:
ps- i care about you, but not in a gay way... not that there's anything wrong with that! 

Last night was truly awesome. Today, a little less so. I hate this time of year, if only because finals are upon me. Essentially there are two weeks left of the semester, filled with tests, presentations, and due dates. Someone's not going to be sleeping much.
And I have to do it this week, to. Yes, because I'm a touch behind, but also because tailofdogma...
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And I have to do it this week, to. Yes, because I'm a touch behind, but also because tailofdogma...
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darkjuan:
heheh.. yeah.. your the second person I just realized who wasn't on my friends list.. just goes to show how much attention I pay to this type of shit.. go figure

darkjuan:
meh.. s'ok.. m'Julie wont be making it out tonight either.. she's feeling a little sick

Curse being away from a working computer/internet connection for so long. I feel ridiculously behind in the various goings-on I usually keep up with, and all because of a silly holiday (still pissed that the campus was locked-down yesterday...only a couple of weeks left in the semester, we've got deadlines goddammit...not that I would've done homework on a Sat. anyway...)
Moved into my new place...
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Moved into my new place...
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steel_talons:
hey it's dark but it's yours. that must be nice.
tailofdogma:
i plan to be in town on Sunday - day, possibly through Tuesday though i don't know what your school schedule is looking like. If i am indeed coming down you won't need to send my phone, only retrieve it.
1 year aniversery from the APC show. i have to drive on ice again with no sleep. It's just necessary..
1 year aniversery from the APC show. i have to drive on ice again with no sleep. It's just necessary..
Yesterday felt all sunny, today already seems interminable.
Mayhaps it's the ass-biting cold.
Oh, holiday weekend, here we come. Hmm.
The line it is drawn
The curse it is cast.
Mayhaps it's the ass-biting cold.
Oh, holiday weekend, here we come. Hmm.
The line it is drawn
The curse it is cast.
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thejuanupsman:
Well at the time I meant something was personally lacking. Well, I guess I still feel it is. I just have a better idea of what is lacking. And I am going to put forth more effort to change it. But I would agree that things seem to be lacking a little in general as well. Hope you had a nice Thanksgiving.

Insert sigh of relief.
Insert standard holiday apprehension.
Insert evil laughter?
No, not the time.
Semester closing. Insert fear. Insert relief (different sort).
Do you believe in rock and roll,
can music save your mortal soul?
Goddamn right.
Wow, three days between journals. Haven't done that for awhile.
Thought for the day: How accurately does the Libertines' lyric "The boy kicked out at the world,...
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Insert standard holiday apprehension.
Insert evil laughter?
No, not the time.
Semester closing. Insert fear. Insert relief (different sort).
Do you believe in rock and roll,
can music save your mortal soul?
Goddamn right.
Wow, three days between journals. Haven't done that for awhile.
Thought for the day: How accurately does the Libertines' lyric "The boy kicked out at the world,...
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sapphire777:
i love mashed potatoes!
radio_sweetheart:
I really like Rilo Kiley, and I love Metric, but they do not sound alike in my opinion. Maybe the old Metric sounds a little like Metric, but the newer stuff is much more poltical and intelligent (not that Rilo Kiley is unintelligent).
Ever watched Greg the Bunny?
Ever watched Greg the Bunny?
yes you where right to assume the two journal posts were about the same thing
burp
Get a life, Damn'it!
This and that and the life of the imagination, here is free without constrains of lifes normalcy, read mediocrity. That is what is so great about imagination.
I heard a cool quote, A poet should be able to think any thought.
Otherwise, nice versethanks. Cheers.