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I'm not getting over all this any time soon. Nope.

Life is, at the moment, balanced. But it's balanced between my exhausting, hatred-inspiring college career and set of fantastic experiences that, whenever I return to those places of normalcy (like the goddamn computer lab I'm stuck in for the next several hours) never seem quite real. Two extremes make for one dizzied fellow.

I need a semester off; very, very badly. I'm going to make you my bitch, spring.

And if anyone locates my old, relaxed, routine but comfortable life, let me know. I think I'd like that back for a couple of hours. But just a couple.

Update: Listening to a re-ordered "Mer de Noms," because while wasting a night at Perkins I noticed how the violin closing "Rose" is beautifully close to the violin opening "3 Libras" (I love that; after almost 4 years of listening to this album I still notice nuances), and Sarah noticed my "note to self" in my notebook, thus reminding me. It worked just as beautifully as I'd imagined. And I'm sure none of you care, but it makes me passingly happy.