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This has been an utterly bizarre week. Leaving the old apartment, staying with family, new job & new semester. Sleeping in an alley one night and then spending an afternoon buying used books and CDs...

College is depressing. Not because of the workload, just being around those people...I don't know, I'm just feeling way older than I an, so the freshmen seem so damn young...I find myself creeped out by attractive freshmen girls, even.

On the plus side, I don't hate the world or my life. I just need to get a fucking apartment and to get over these fucking allergies and heaven shall dawn. Course, by then there'll be snow on the ground...ugh.

That, and I think I need a girlfriend. Not necessarily because I want one, since I really don't all that badly, but just to maintain some semblance of a human life. Maintain social skills to some degree. That sort of thing. If only my shitty, Catholic private college could yield up women worth buying dinner for.

I don't want to do homework. I don't think I will tonight.