Well, I haven't seen the spider again... maybe me peering at him scared him off 
I'm kinda sad he's gone... the crane fly's disappeared too.... 
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And a survey all about MEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?
Im not sure probably my eyes Ive been told time and time again by various random people that my eyes look sad I think they may be right! Im always drawn to eyes though being windows to the soul and all that crap so its probably my eyes.
2. How much cash do you have on you?
45.02 wow, Im rich!!!
3. What were you doing at midnight last night?
I was sat here in front of the computer downloading Mazzy Star songs and sending Claire an Agent Provocateur e-card (well, I did that at some point, though I doubt it was at midnight exactly!).
4. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
I got this from Katie suicide girls SG journal page, and what do I think of her? Christ, shes fucking hot and she has the nicest pussy lips Ive ever seen thats what I think! Crude yes, do I care No!
5. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners?
Is ANYONE bored or stupid enough to click onto those things??? Theyre the spawn of Satan, I swear to God they are they give me more damn viruses than there are STIs going round the lesbian population of Bournemouth right now (and thats quite a high number apparently, not that Id knowthough come to think of it, maybe I should go get tested eek!)
6. What is your main ring tone on your phone?
*blushes* under the sea from The Little Mermaid.
7. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?:
Jeff oops!
8. Do you "label" yourself, could you?
Erm, I hate labels I only label myself cos everyone else demands it of me. Im just me!
9. The brand of the shoes youre currently wearing?
Im not wearing any shoes but the last ones I wore were my New Rock Boots!
10. Bright or Dark Room?
currently? bright, cos the sun is shining in through the window but if I had a choice, itd be dark, with maybe a few candles.
11. Favourite plant?
I have to say the lovely weed for obvious reasons, but my favourite flower is the Calla Lily!
12. Ever "spilled the beans"?
Erm, how dya mean? have I ever told a secret? probably. Followed through? nope!
13. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
breast best molest crest (weird question!!!)
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say?
you missed one call from Dani mobile 07*******86 at 00.14 on 06-09-05.
15. What shirt are you wearing?
a little black vest-top thingy
16. What's a saying that you say a lot?
thats understandable I say that a lot. I say This is true a lot too its insanely annoying! And also, Bollocks!.
17. Who told you they loved you last?
Dani, I think, Im not sure but in the LOVE love sense that was a LONG time ago and I probably shouldnt be thinking about that right now!
18. Last furry thing you touched?
I have two answers which are both the same and yet different they are a) my cat, Jack, who is most definitely furry, and b) I just went to pee, so I stroked a different kinda cat and that cat hasnt been trimmed yet this week, so its a little furry! Oh yay for my openness am I making anyone feel uncomfortable yet?!?!? Hahahaha!
19. How many hours a week do you work?
Bahahaha .
2o. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
none I have a digital camera now babeeeeeee!!!!
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
- 23
22. Your worst enemy?
I dont have any except myself.
23 What is your current desktop picture?
Its Dita Von Teese in a corset, tastefully hiding enough of her breasts with her hands for the pic not to be considered porn!
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
Why dont you do some gardening?
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?.
Million bucks every time!!!! Regrets are not a part of my life I dont regret anything really. Everything teaches us something Im willing to learn from my mistakes and take whatever I can from them so a million bucks would be fantastic are you offering????
I'm kinda sad he's gone... the crane fly's disappeared too....
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And a survey all about MEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?
Im not sure probably my eyes Ive been told time and time again by various random people that my eyes look sad I think they may be right! Im always drawn to eyes though being windows to the soul and all that crap so its probably my eyes.
2. How much cash do you have on you?
45.02 wow, Im rich!!!
3. What were you doing at midnight last night?
I was sat here in front of the computer downloading Mazzy Star songs and sending Claire an Agent Provocateur e-card (well, I did that at some point, though I doubt it was at midnight exactly!).
4. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
I got this from Katie suicide girls SG journal page, and what do I think of her? Christ, shes fucking hot and she has the nicest pussy lips Ive ever seen thats what I think! Crude yes, do I care No!
5. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners?
Is ANYONE bored or stupid enough to click onto those things??? Theyre the spawn of Satan, I swear to God they are they give me more damn viruses than there are STIs going round the lesbian population of Bournemouth right now (and thats quite a high number apparently, not that Id knowthough come to think of it, maybe I should go get tested eek!)
6. What is your main ring tone on your phone?
*blushes* under the sea from The Little Mermaid.
7. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?:
Jeff oops!
8. Do you "label" yourself, could you?
Erm, I hate labels I only label myself cos everyone else demands it of me. Im just me!
9. The brand of the shoes youre currently wearing?
Im not wearing any shoes but the last ones I wore were my New Rock Boots!
10. Bright or Dark Room?
currently? bright, cos the sun is shining in through the window but if I had a choice, itd be dark, with maybe a few candles.
11. Favourite plant?
I have to say the lovely weed for obvious reasons, but my favourite flower is the Calla Lily!
12. Ever "spilled the beans"?
Erm, how dya mean? have I ever told a secret? probably. Followed through? nope!
13. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
breast best molest crest (weird question!!!)
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say?
you missed one call from Dani mobile 07*******86 at 00.14 on 06-09-05.
15. What shirt are you wearing?
a little black vest-top thingy
16. What's a saying that you say a lot?
thats understandable I say that a lot. I say This is true a lot too its insanely annoying! And also, Bollocks!.
17. Who told you they loved you last?
Dani, I think, Im not sure but in the LOVE love sense that was a LONG time ago and I probably shouldnt be thinking about that right now!
18. Last furry thing you touched?
I have two answers which are both the same and yet different they are a) my cat, Jack, who is most definitely furry, and b) I just went to pee, so I stroked a different kinda cat and that cat hasnt been trimmed yet this week, so its a little furry! Oh yay for my openness am I making anyone feel uncomfortable yet?!?!? Hahahaha!
19. How many hours a week do you work?
Bahahaha .
2o. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
none I have a digital camera now babeeeeeee!!!!
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
- 23
22. Your worst enemy?
I dont have any except myself.
23 What is your current desktop picture?
Its Dita Von Teese in a corset, tastefully hiding enough of her breasts with her hands for the pic not to be considered porn!
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
Why dont you do some gardening?
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?.
Million bucks every time!!!! Regrets are not a part of my life I dont regret anything really. Everything teaches us something Im willing to learn from my mistakes and take whatever I can from them so a million bucks would be fantastic are you offering????
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depends on the day...on a good day, i look at my boobies, my face, and my curvy hips (i've been measured and just happen to be an hourglass...i guess i wish i was an eggtimer, but i'll settle for an hourglass) on a bad day all i can see is bellyfat, ugly eyes, and scars
2. How much cash do you have on you?
$5.50 in quarters for laundry and a mess of plastic
3. What were you doing at midnight last night?
midnight last night i was probably updating my journal and catching up with comments
4. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
miss cinnamon_spider is a sweet unique treasure like her username implies and i'm glad she's my cyber friend
5. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners?
no...in fact i have them blocked...even on sg...i get pretty fan art instead
6. What is your main ring tone on your phone?
i wish i could have a cool ringtone but i can't afford one so i have the loudest telephone sound i could find cause all the defaults on my phone were too quiet and/or annoying
7. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?:
i have no idea....it's some number from my home town but there's no name and i can't remember...it could have been my dad calling from work...it has the same area code and first three digits, which i think are specific to nasa glen research center
8. Do you "label" yourself, could you?
i've been told i'm crazy (or if you prefer "troubled" or "sad")-unique-*perky* or *colorful* goth-open minded feminist-artistic-crafty-queer-theatre techie-club dancing-kinky freak-film buff yet that still doesn't really encompass me at all...i dress how i wanna, i listen to what i wanna, i watch what i wanna, i love who and how i wanna, i dance how i wanna, and if i was bolder i'd do what i wanna all the time as long as it was not encroaching on other's rights (which it wouldn't cause i don't wanna do that)
9. The brand of the shoes youre currently wearing?
barefoot (hell i'm topless...) my shoes don't have brands...i buy them because they are cute
10. Bright or Dark Room?
bright...due to the midday sun through the blinds...and the fact that i'm transitioning my posters for autumn so there's blank white patches and lots of bright orange and red and yellow
11. Favourite plant?
weed...and sunflowers
12. Ever "spilled the beans"?
the mental health people have made it so that i'm a constantly leaking human beanie baby...i leave a trail of spilled beans everywhere...the only beans i'm hold on to at all are the queer ones
13. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
breast! breasts are the best!
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say?
i don't get texts...i think it was from verizon telling me i could get texts
15. What shirt are you wearing?
like i said, i'm topless...i'm at home...i'm trying to keep from having tons of laundry and topless is fun
16. What's a saying that you say a lot?
"<fill in the blank> cracked my shit up!" and of course three million "ummm"s and "likes" and "dude"s...basically i sound like a ninja turtle without even trying
17. Who told you they loved you last?
my bf
18. Last furry thing you touched?
well...my bf is furry...and he took me to the pet store to pet kitties and puppies
19. How many hours a week do you work?
i wish i could say i had a job
2o. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
oh man like 10 but i have a digital camera so i keep forgetting about them
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
23 was good to me
22. Your worst enemy?
me and my mirror and my scale...and this guy who can only be described as THE ASSHOLE
23 What is your current desktop picture?
a photo i took of a bucket full of crayons
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
i just told my bf that i still make the "now you know and knowing's half the battle" gi joe joke in my everyday conversation
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?.
hmmmmmmmmm....it's difficult...my refret changing would most likely given me a happy life of lesbianism or at least got me out of the closet in time to connect with someone i loved...but a million dollars would help me out cause i'm not sure when i'll ever get a job or get into grad school...sigh...either one really