cinnamon_spider

Well, really I just wanted to write a new journal entry to see if I could do it with the new layout... it doesn't seem too difficult... but then I am backward when it comes to computers!



So Canada is cool... well, actually, it's pretty warm actually, but nevermind.


The sex is groovy and yummy and hawt.... *sigh*


Though I'm in mad crazy lust with my boy's best friend... and my boy wouldn't care if I fucked him, he even encouraged me to (yes, we have a weird relationship)... but said best friend won't do it 'cause he won't be with anyone who my boy's been with... GAAAAAH!!!!

He's soooo yummy though *sobs*

He has the most gorgeous belly-beard ever... I see it occassionally when he's sat next to me and we're getting stoned... cos he gets fidgety and ends up playing with his waist-band and stuff...



Aaaaaaaargh... I hate when I want someone so much and I know nothing will ever happen... it's the same thing with working with all these gorgeous gay men at the bar... especially when they flirt with me outrageously and touch me up and kiss me.... god damn them all.... men are evil