cindi_slaughter

i just typed a ass load of shit here and lost it
im a dumby
basicly i said i got to dress up inthe fashion show
lots of compliments funfunfun
rest of the night was a bust

tried to meet up with boy
he didnt seem interested
made me sad and angry and lonely
he can be jerky

::wants to cry::

i want to fix this
i want to be happy again
i want him to be who he used to be
i want him to make me feel important
irreplacable
beautiful
wanted

i want him to understand
i dont htink he even knows anything is wrong
boys are oblivious
i have to do everything myself
im so sad, jesus!!!
whatever!