cindi_slaughter

im sad today
i slept till... noon?... noonish...
my mom came by today that was wierd
i am about to drink the last of the applejuice, i love apple juice
gunna get lit tomarrow with the girls! party night! i think my favorite drink is amaretto sours
dustin didnt even know i like beer, i told him ti was because he doesnt drink with me so how would he know?
he said "i'll go out with you and the girls"
thats not really what i meant, while that would be cool, i want to go out with him too, ya know?
anyways
im sad today i need to study
i would have slept all day but i mad emyself get up and do my projects due tuesday
my first resume! i dont have much experience but you gotta start somewhere
everyone wants experienced nurses
i guess i will have to start in medsurg for a year or so for experience
i know that is smarter but i HATE medsurg! its irritating
i saw two live births thursday though
i think i will end up wanting to be in labor and delivery
or the nursery
it just seems more like somthing i want to do
i want to move out, i made a list of states i can work in under a texas license
i want dustin to want to move out with me, i dont think he is ready for that but he is ready to move out of his house so maybe eventually?
who knows?
oh god i just want to move in together!!!!!
i just want to live together in an apartment!!!! ya know!
i just want to move forward things have to move forward eventually!
i hope that he feels that way to but who mutha fucken knows!??
i sure dont
its hard to talk to him about that
he freaks out a little
ok im gunna go