Wow
I feel miserable today
I don't want to try to do anything
I should not have discontinued my meds, and I should go get some more so I don't feel like this
I want some company but the only person availible is Kara the closet homosexual
I should go somewhere to meet people but I feel generally un appealing
I wish I had a...
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I feel miserable today
I don't want to try to do anything
I should not have discontinued my meds, and I should go get some more so I don't feel like this
I want some company but the only person availible is Kara the closet homosexual
I should go somewhere to meet people but I feel generally un appealing
I wish I had a...
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Alright, i know this is really long and noone will take the time to read my bullshit drama. But Jessica sent me this Stupid e-mail last night, posted below is her e-mail to me, and then below that is my respnses to her bullshit.
Enjoi!
I don't know how to start so I'll just start. I don't want you to think that during the time...
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Enjoi!
I don't know how to start so I'll just start. I don't want you to think that during the time...
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amazongrrl:
owie for maced thighs and lips!! 
are they feeling better now? that's too bad moving day was so shitty... how are you settling in? and who is the 'we' who were out on the porch-less porch?
are they feeling better now? that's too bad moving day was so shitty... how are you settling in? and who is the 'we' who were out on the porch-less porch?
nikonphoto80:
is that a photo of your butt i see, its very nice.
is that a photo of your butt i see, its very nice.
I did drugs with Nathan, my exboyfriend last night.
I kept expecting there to be all this sexual tension
I mean originally I basically planned on trying to do it to him when he came.
But he got here and seemed really uptight, I guess he was expecting me to jump on him or something, which I didn't
I flirted lightly
anyway, it was not...
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I kept expecting there to be all this sexual tension
I mean originally I basically planned on trying to do it to him when he came.
But he got here and seemed really uptight, I guess he was expecting me to jump on him or something, which I didn't
I flirted lightly
anyway, it was not...
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nikonphoto80:
It was probable for the best.
If your even have as fun in real life as you are on SG then there is no way you could be boring.
I would like to hold you.
If your even have as fun in real life as you are on SG then there is no way you could be boring.
I would like to hold you.
fairyjochen:
how are you?
Moving saturday
Havent packed anything
have a tone of furniture I need to sell very badly
I won't have room for it
its all antiques, some of it is very special to me
other things i need to do, get a new license
get car insurance
I shouldn't go out tonight, but I think I probably will
Mostly cause I want Jamie to do it...
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Havent packed anything
have a tone of furniture I need to sell very badly
I won't have room for it
its all antiques, some of it is very special to me
other things i need to do, get a new license
get car insurance
I shouldn't go out tonight, but I think I probably will
Mostly cause I want Jamie to do it...
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osmose:
^^^^^^
Dude above me has some very valid questions.
Peace + Protection
Dude above me has some very valid questions.
Peace + Protection
r0nin:
There's certainly no shortage of "stuff" to do and see here.
I'm moving on saturday
i haven't started packing
jessica is gone
I need someone to do it to me
like now
I have a date with my ex on thursday (nathan not jessica)
My friend Jasmine tells me this is bad and that it may spark a downward spiral
very true
must
stop
doing
mean
things
to
myself
i haven't started packing
jessica is gone
I need someone to do it to me
like now
I have a date with my ex on thursday (nathan not jessica)
My friend Jasmine tells me this is bad and that it may spark a downward spiral
very true
must
stop
doing
mean
things
to
myself
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nikonphoto80:
Where are you moving? You're staying in KY right?
I hope the date goes well, or maybe it would be better if it didn't go well so you would stay away from him. I hope what ever happens happens for the best.
I hope the date goes well, or maybe it would be better if it didn't go well so you would stay away from him. I hope what ever happens happens for the best.
r0nin:
I'll be alright one way or another... How about you? I hate to say this because I always hated it when people said it to me, but you're young and you've got plenty of time and plenty of options. I'm not sure if it gets easier to deal with as I get older, but I do know that as I get older I look at it much differently then I did when I was younger.. I don't know if any of that makes sense... I'm dead tired, pissed off, and probably not making a whole lot of sense right now..
shivers
Shivers under covers
wet cheeks
quivering bottom lips
phone calls from dad telling me that things will come around and that I'm not a bad person
typing with shaking fingers
strange looks from opal
making a hot bath
feeling stupid for ever feeling so strong
you're such a fool cindy
grow up and give up
nikonphoto80:
your not a fool, not at all, don't give up. I will always be here for you, if I can help you or if you need to talk you know where to find me.
Whaaaa!
I'm throwing a pity party if anyone wants to come they're invted, its pretty selfish though and you won't get a word in. But you can watch me boo hoo like a baby and kick my legs in frustration.
I had a fight with jessica, then when that was over she fought with me again today. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I...
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nikonphoto80:
I'm coming and I'm bringing dust bunny and we will party hard.
well it could be just as much her fault as it is your fault.
I don't know what photos your looking at but the ones I'm looking at doesn't have any one who is fat, not at all, not ever close.
I'm coming and I'm bringing dust bunny and we will party hard.
well it could be just as much her fault as it is your fault.
I don't know what photos your looking at but the ones I'm looking at doesn't have any one who is fat, not at all, not ever close.
cindarrr:
I didn't post the fat ones.
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hoorayparade:
you said giner.
yay.
yay.
amazongrrl:
hi new friend 
I made the mistake of wearin my new high heels last night, and though i looked gorgeous I probably should've sucked it up and wore my ankle brace.
but I didn't, and I danced all night barefoot
this morning my ankle is swollen again. Not having someone around to yell at you and make you take better care of yourself sucks. Seeing as though i'm...
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but I didn't, and I danced all night barefoot
this morning my ankle is swollen again. Not having someone around to yell at you and make you take better care of yourself sucks. Seeing as though i'm...
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nikonphoto80:
some times you have to be reckless or life is not any fun at all.
That place sound fucking great, you would not think that there would be a place that like in KY, I would love to go there some day.
That place sound fucking great, you would not think that there would be a place that like in KY, I would love to go there some day.
puddincat:
hey cutie
Jessica and I are back together, woot
no more random sex for Cindy, not that I was having any luck getting that either.
Cha cha cha cha changes
moving into a new apartment new girlfriend
maybe the holidays will be fun
pisha
I hate it that they are even coming and that its going to get cold. i can see where this is all going...
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no more random sex for Cindy, not that I was having any luck getting that either.
Cha cha cha cha changes
moving into a new apartment new girlfriend
maybe the holidays will be fun
pisha
I hate it that they are even coming and that its going to get cold. i can see where this is all going...
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phoenixgirl:
It's good that your together, but just stay positive, and enjoy what you have with her! 
rowe:
Do you think that maybe communication may be the cause of your guys's issues? If you can locate where the weaknesses are in your relationship - you have a better chance of avoiding the ping pong game.. Maybe you two should sit down and talk ?
i hope you feel better soon!