Party today i hope, it will be fun, I will not be myself. 
here is for yesterday. A bizzarre day it was indeed. Josh was acting weird from the beggining. He called me as soon as he got home from wrok like he always does he asks me what I am doing which is nothing, we start talking about the movie that me and mary had watched the night before (Mullhollond drive) and he says mary is going...
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walkallover:
some things are better left to the imagination... oh and I am totally going to try and put the moves on tomorrow which happens to be new years and might try and use your note trick... either that or try the old drunken make out moves. I'll let you know how it goes. Happy you have an awesome new years!!!
So! Lastnight Josh didn't want to sleep over, and i couldn't really figure out why. I found out one reason today might be because it turns out Amy has been making him sleep on the couch, and I think Josh had a suspicion that she might not be home last night for some reason. Well today i go to watch a movie at his house...
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walkallover:
That sucks for Josh... looks like the poor boy cant win He has to listen to his roommate regale her wild model sex stories and he misses out on you cause he lives with her??? that is a hard life, I feel for the man... At least the flu has kicked in the past tense now its time to get off the wagon, well for me at least, this whole sobriety thing has gotten quite old
lielietruthlie:
you lost me at So!, but good times... 
I cant sleep!!!!! I think I post like five times a day on this, but its ok, at least I'm not on live journal. 
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discusstin:
well i'm glad your feelin better. i know of new years thinggies in texas. bit of a comute though. good luck.
walkallover:
so sorry you got the flu hopefully it will stick to the patting cause with it starts kickin thats when it sucks... Hope they holidays went well!
I have the coolest outfit for new years, the only problem is, no party, no date. I can go with out the date but I really need a party or at least a get together, no it has to be a party, i can't wear that outfit to a get together. I have felt a lot better today, i got up and cleaned my room...
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So I went to the doctor, I have acute pharyngitis and acute Bronchitis, so my throat is pretty much shot, makes me glad that I didnt smoke for the last few days not that I really could. I am starting to feel a little better though. I took a shower today too, that was monumental. Josh is picking me up to watch a movie, Its...
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lielietruthlie:
aww..get well
Wow i post a lot! I am so sick babes! I went to sleep last night right after I posted, I woke up at 12 this afternoon, took some tylenol and dayquill and went back to sleep till four, then woke up laid in bed for another hour and got up at five opend the curtain, never got to see day light. My back aches...
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emperor_tane:
Hmm... do something cool, like Play Final Fantasy X or something... I am off to wash my car, now that the snow is over, for the most part.
OH and get better soon.. I usually stop by and read your journal.. I just don't always leave a comment
Tane
OH and get better soon.. I usually stop by and read your journal.. I just don't always leave a comment
Tane
I went to my mothers house ans spent the night on the night before christmas eve. Christmas is no fun to me, I get it all over with on christmas eve so then on christmas i can't do anything. Anyway i spent the night over there, which is always weird for me, you know being in a pentecostal house hold, the girl in the pants,...
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Sean, the boy I lost my viginity to came over last night, we had sex for the first time in over 4 years, it was a wierd but very enjoyable experience. At the time I guess I didn't realize the awesomness of his size, but I suppose its because I was youg and inexperienced, or maybe it was just that I hadn't seen it in...
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tadzi:
i wish i could complain about getting laid too much. not trying to undermine your situation. its sweet. im just lonely
walkallover:
Burnt out on sex huh??? life can be so hard sometimes... On another note sounds like stuff with your dude is getting better... thanks for the nice words and you advise regarding my roommate is quite possibly the best advise I have ever gotten!
life can be so hard sometimes... On another note sounds like stuff with your dude is getting better... thanks for the nice words and you advise regarding my roommate is quite possibly the best advise I have ever gotten!So I got kicked out of my dorm at 8 AM this morning due to spraying for bugs, I wasn't allowed back in untill 5 PM. So I had to call josh this morning because i had no place to stay. I called him, he invited me to come over there, but I would wait for Amy to leave, not so she wouldn't know, but...
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walkallover:
Thats an awful situation, but you cant worry too much about what other people think. I don't know if that is all that helpful... btw I took a gander at your pics that you posted and think its absolutely absurd that you arent a full fledged SG... anyway, good luck with a shitty situation
emperor_tane:
This is why I have never had a girlfriend or a relationship with anyone... This is why I lead a life of solitude and isolation.. Good luck to you..
I don't think she has reconciled her feeling for Josh yet. Five years is a long time to be with someone.. She still views him as belonging to her and she doesn't want him to be happy with another woman..
Tane
I don't think she has reconciled her feeling for Josh yet. Five years is a long time to be with someone.. She still views him as belonging to her and she doesn't want him to be happy with another woman..
Tane
.................audrey hepburn?
did i get it right?