So I was asked to apply to this other suicidegirl-esk site and I got accepted, it doesn't pay quite as much but they want me now! I'm sort of excited but also afraid to leave my dreams of being on SG. I think I will go ahead and do this and just try again to be on SG anyway. The girld on the new site...
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walkallover:
Congratulations on getting accepted!!! Any site (or person or person for that matter) is lucky to have you posing for them!! Just let us know when the photos go up so I can sneak a peek... 
walkallover:
hey if you are ever bored my IM is sfopp
First day of classes. pretty good pretty good. the line up of boys doesn't look so good, maybe I shouldn't be so picky, or maybe I shouldn't be crazy over someone else. Jeeze, I haven't even tried to have real feelings for anyone in such a long time, its taken this long to find anyone I have even the least bit in common with. Blah...
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cindarrr:
awwwe thanks
walkallover:
makeoutclub.com that place was the shit!! maybe I have to dust off my old screen name and white belt
Oh wow its really racing downhill now. Went to the party last night, the Rachel girl did show up, she was all over Josh for a while which I ignored, while steaming on the inside, I promised him I wouldn't be a freak and I couldn't break that promise. I kept my mouth shut the whole night, while getting drunker and drunker I wase plotting...
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emperor_tane:
Yes, I agree with t42unme.
I saw signs of his true colors earlier on. Like the time you were sick in the dorm, and instead of taking care of you, he was at his old girlfriends house, and she is constantly at his house, and he wanting to be with that chick from his work, and now this... bah! You don't need him.
There is a steady line of boys at college. Just take your pick.
Tane
I saw signs of his true colors earlier on. Like the time you were sick in the dorm, and instead of taking care of you, he was at his old girlfriends house, and she is constantly at his house, and he wanting to be with that chick from his work, and now this... bah! You don't need him.
There is a steady line of boys at college. Just take your pick.
Tane
walkallover:
I'm in San Francisco right now. Its my home town, I am kinda here for work but I am also making plenty of time for fun 
dont know what that face is all about but I thought it was cool. thats basically the scoop on that oh and a roommate update... things are rad 
lots of smooching going on and not a whole lot of drama. We are trying to keep it secret from the rest of the house to avoid all the i told you so's but I think the cat is out of the bag
dont know what that face is all about but I thought it was cool. thats basically the scoop on that oh and a roommate update... things are rad lots of smooching going on and not a whole lot of drama. We are trying to keep it secret from the rest of the house to avoid all the i told you so's but I think the cat is out of the bagDon't talk to people when you are drunk and emotional, you will make a fool of yourself. I called Josh last night when I was both, (drinking with family after going to visitation) I called him and he said that mary and rachel and shaz were over, and i said jokingly, "is rachel still trying to get into your pants?" I don't know what made...
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t42unme:
You are the only one who can control your destination. Take ownership and take on the world!!
xo Taylor
xo Taylor
I t hasn't really started to sink in that I have lost my grnadmother till tonight, went to the funeral hom etonigh for visitation, its amazing how shallow people are, not sure why I feel that way. She meant so much to me. I want her back. I can't believe my grandmother is gone. I am drunk along with my brother father and one cousin....
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tadzi:
im sorry babe. wish i could do anything to help. get yourself lots of hugs. im sure they will be available
Antibiotics do reduce the effectivness of the pill, so I was right, but josh was right too, everything is fine, but cramps are a bitch. Went to louisville last night to see the boy, got a frantic call from the hospital, my grandmother died. This means a lot of things to me, !. I have to really grow up and start paying for my own...
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discusstin:
*big hug*
and
*a playful monkey bite, which hopefully puts a little smile on*
and
*a playful monkey bite, which hopefully puts a little smile on*
emperor_tane:
I am really sorry to hear about your grandmother. My grandmother and I were very close also, so I know the pain you are going through.
Tane
Tane
It looks like I will be going back to louisville tonight. I must say love could be in the air.........which is a lot to say for me. lots of shit going on though, I feel like maybe I should stay. I had recently started the pill, but then I got sick and I was put on antibiotics, I was still sleeping with josh, he said...
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discusstin:
i'm pretty sure that antibiotics Do reduce the effectiveness of the pill. you might want to ask a Doc about that.
tadzi:
you can have my crushes to, i dont want any
Back home, safe and sound. Whipped through Louisville like a whirlwind, shook some people up a bit. I can't find my cell phone, it's in my room somewhere and its dead.
I can't find my cell phone, it's in my room somewhere and its dead.
discusstin:
safe and sound huh? well where's the fun in that. i say wait a few days and kick start the whirlwind. afterall school doesnt start for a while yet. oh yeah, what happened to your car?
So much for felling better. I drank a lot of wine and took way too much xanax, so I cant even tell you what happened cause I forgot, but I ended up with some random people in louisville that took care of me, I wrecked my car and i just came off of the xanax high, so I am getting drunk to cope. Right now...
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walkallover:
take care of yourself! It gets better trust me... oh and your idea totally worked. I owe you big time 
disblackfeet:
Good lord girl ,,you and you girl are HOT,,,and lay off the xanax and wine.,
I hate 2004, I am already crying, I want to be held
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discusstin:
*gives a big hug*
i understand mines not starting so well either.
dustin
i understand mines not starting so well either.
dustin
walkallover:
Dont worry the year can only get better from here, I promise. Next thing you know I'll be reading about how much fun you are having and how much you love this new year... keep your head up