Ha! I had to pay to get my subscription back, ha! I should have just tried out again and got another free membership.
I made quite a bit of money last night (but then I bought a 52 dollar costume) Two guys were watching me dance for a long time, actually they watched everyone dance, but they werent tipping really so I wasnt paying much attention to them. Well they came and sat down while I was dance for about the fourth session since they'd been there and I danced and noone else was there so I just kind of fluttered around the stage being bored. And about half way through taking a dollar from this big guys lips, he says can I get a dance after this? (now those of you who don't know this is a big deal, people don't ussually ask for dances, they wait untill there is a two for one special, because 20$ is a lot of money to spend on a 2 minute dance.) So of course I jump on it, I take him to the back and I dance, and it was fucking hot back there and I was getting really sweaty, then the first song ends, i get up give him a peck on the cheek and he says, how about another one? !sure! I gave him one more, and then he asked for another!!! He spent 60$ on me in 6 minutes, how awesome is that!!! Anywway I gave him a VIP card hopefully he will come back and do that very very often.

Meanwhile I am begining to despise josh, I am so mad at him I could cry, but I don't want to waste the effort. Instead I will probably go pack a bowl and get in the tub.

~question to anyone who might know the answer~ I feell ike there should be a medical reason why your chest feels so terrible when your sad, or having your heart broken, or whatever you want to call it, you know what I'm talking about, when you are so incredibly sad that your whole chest feels like an open wound having salt poured into it. Anyway, there is an explination for this right? Does anyone know it?