cindarrr

Things are good as far as health I suppose. It's good to finally be back. On the other hand living with my father is killing me. It sounds terrible but I have never met anyone more manipulative, its strange how far the love of a daughter can be streched. He has managed to jip me out of my car, and more. I am very near packing it up and moving to louisville, which I dont really have the money for. I do have friends there though, maybe they will let me squat for a while?Any takers?
Anyway I am terribly terribly sad, I really despise my living situatuion, and I despise my father as well, I fear that someday I will be like him. I hope I am smarter than that.
I wish someone would just come in and take care of me. I miss my grand mother.
Someone remind me what its like to be happy.