Oh wow its really racing downhill now. Went to the party last night, the Rachel girl did show up, she was all over Josh for a while which I ignored, while steaming on the inside, I promised him I wouldn't be a freak and I couldn't break that promise. I kept my mouth shut the whole night, while getting drunker and drunker I wase plotting to rip her head off. I really really hate being jealous, she is a charming girl and has every right, I don't want to be mean to her. Anyway after being at the party for a whopping hour she asked Josh if she could go sleep on his bed and he said ok. So at this point I have decided I should leave, but every time I try to leave josh begs me to stay. this happens for a long time untill I tell him that I will stay. then after a while he announces that he is going to bed, and I get really mad because he is going to sleep in bed with that girl, which I aknowledge that I have no right to do. Anyway so today he comes over to talk about it, and it seems that the best option is to not see eachother anymore, to hang out or anything. I cried a lot and he sighed and told me that I am a stupid girl a lot. THE END 
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I saw signs of his true colors earlier on. Like the time you were sick in the dorm, and instead of taking care of you, he was at his old girlfriends house, and she is constantly at his house, and he wanting to be with that chick from his work, and now this... bah! You don't need him.
There is a steady line of boys at college. Just take your pick.
Tane