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Antibiotics do reduce the effectivness of the pill, so I was right, but josh was right too, everything is fine, but cramps are a bitch. Went to louisville last night to see the boy, got a frantic call from the hospital, my grandmother died. This means a lot of things to me, !. I have to really grow up and start paying for my own shit, which includes paying for car insurance, getting a job to support myself this semester, etc, etc, etc. Anyhow, it also means I have lost the only person in my family who really cared about me, and the only person in my family that I valued there opinion, which in a lot of ways was holding me back from doing what I wanted. I will be ok, but I am sad.