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I have the coolest outfit for new years, the only problem is, no party, no date. I can go with out the date but I really need a party or at least a get together, no it has to be a party, i can't wear that outfit to a get together. I have felt a lot better today, i got up and cleaned my room some, put things in categories for returns for whenever I get around to doing it. Lost the recept to the things mom got me from goodies, ARRRG, and I know I had it but I can't remember what I did with it. I have been experiencing problems with my memory a lot lately, I think it is from smoking the grass. Don't know what to do about the New Years stuff. i am resting a while, cleaning up took it out of me. Waiting for josh to get off work, i want to do it. i haven't had sex in four days! josh originally didnt want to do anything on New Years (he says he always feels obligated to have a good time and never does) He told me that he wants to go out now since he has finnaly realized that He and Amy are not getting back together. So his objective on New Years is to get laid I suppose. But what about me!!! Guess I'm not enough after all, i suppose this is josh's cue, just as well I should know better than to get attached.