I went to Louisville for the weekend with Josh, we spent the night at Matts and everyone partied. it was pretty great. Before we had left to go to louisville, me and josh had to wait for a new tire to be put onto his car, so we were antsy and waiting at his house for it to get done and decided to go for it. But we understood that it had to be a quicky because Amy might come home at any moment. Well the fear of amy comming home was greater than our passion so we gave it up (but it was good because she did end up comming home) But the whole time we were in louisville we just wanted to finish what we'd started so bad! People ended up crashing and such so there was nowhere for us to go (the boy matt is actually someone else I used to be intimate with, but he won't reciprocate feelings for me anymore because when he did Finally come around and decided that he loved me and all that good shit, I had to tell him that I was sleeping with Josh and amy) So when everyone else grabs the couches, i am like fuck that, I have seen matt naked I'm not scared to sleep in his bed, and me and matt decide to invite josh too. Well the whole time we are trying to sleep matt is behind me forcing his hands in my pants, i pulled it out everytime, and whispered, no, I actually had to get up and leave for him to understand that I was serious. I was so pissed off. Anyway when me and josh got home today we had the most refreshing sex ever, he came twice, which is unusual for him, it made me happy. 