Sometimes i get stressed just thinking about graduating.
Finding a place to live, someone to live with.
finding a place to work.
Finding people to help me move everything, which is located in like 4 different places at the moment.
The future is always uncertain and i wish i was the kind of person who found that exciting instead of deathly frightening. I think as it gets closer and I'm able to make more concrete plans I will feel differently.
In the recent events of going home to complete cosmetology school and living with strangers etc. My vibrator has been packed up for some time. Even if I had i wouldn't be able to use it where I live because of the lack of privacy. So for the past so many months i haven't really masturbated. i've gotten it when I could and dated here and there, but nothing steady or very much fun honestly.
Recently a friend of mine reminded me of the tub trick. Something I haven't done since I was 13.
Why did anyone ever stop doing that. I'm contemplating taking another bath right now. Maybe I've just been *overly horny lately but that was fun.
Plus later today I had the totally organic experience of getting myself off just with my fingers. I don't know why I feel like its such a break through. I've just used a vibrator for soo long that I guess i forgot the power of knowing what I like.
Anyway, so thats what I'm doing at home today cause I'm suspended from school.
Although all the playing has only lead me to be more aroused than ever. I would really kill for someone to just play with my boobs for like an hour.
Just sayin.
*check earlier blogs.
Finding a place to live, someone to live with.
finding a place to work.
Finding people to help me move everything, which is located in like 4 different places at the moment.
The future is always uncertain and i wish i was the kind of person who found that exciting instead of deathly frightening. I think as it gets closer and I'm able to make more concrete plans I will feel differently.
In the recent events of going home to complete cosmetology school and living with strangers etc. My vibrator has been packed up for some time. Even if I had i wouldn't be able to use it where I live because of the lack of privacy. So for the past so many months i haven't really masturbated. i've gotten it when I could and dated here and there, but nothing steady or very much fun honestly.
Recently a friend of mine reminded me of the tub trick. Something I haven't done since I was 13.
Why did anyone ever stop doing that. I'm contemplating taking another bath right now. Maybe I've just been *overly horny lately but that was fun.
Plus later today I had the totally organic experience of getting myself off just with my fingers. I don't know why I feel like its such a break through. I've just used a vibrator for soo long that I guess i forgot the power of knowing what I like.
Anyway, so thats what I'm doing at home today cause I'm suspended from school.
Although all the playing has only lead me to be more aroused than ever. I would really kill for someone to just play with my boobs for like an hour.
Just sayin.
*check earlier blogs.
well at least you will always have a bath tub.
Are there no real men in your area?